aini the cow goes moo.

2010-12-10T14:50:00.001+08:00

New url! Not gonna blog here anymore. :)

http://thosethingsleftunsaid.blogspot.com

Heart so painful. and empty.

2010-11-11T21:06:00.003+08:00

Dear Cikgu,

I am missing you so badly right now. I wish I could speak to you, listen to your endless jokes, see you smile, or just seeing you walk towards my direction just like you've always did before. These little things are what made me remember you the most. I know I may be the most annoying student because I talked and crapped too much in Malay classes but I know you love me a lot, but you just don't wanna admit it, right? :P

I was hoping that you'd continue teaching the eight of us in HMT again next year, but it seems impossible now. And we're all really, really sad. We've cried so much, but we realize it's not gonna make you come back. So I'm keeping you in my prayers, always praying for your best. I know you're in a better place now, and I know that Allah loves you more.

It's just that all these are too sudden for me. As I'm typing these, tears are flowing down. I can't help thinking of you. I miss you so much! I know you wouldn't want all of us to cry over you, so I'll try to stay strong.

All that's left behind are memories of you. Cikgu, please visit me in my dreams some time. I really want to meet you again.

Love, me.

just take my hand, fall in love with me again.

2010-10-29T23:56:00.003+08:00

May all these pictures summarize whatever I wanna say! HAHAHA. :) And by the way, blogger image uploader sucks! My pictures turned out so blur like yuckkkk. Ohwell. No choice. Till next time! Bye! :)

I miss missin' you

2010-10-03T00:47:00.001+08:00

Hello there. This is another random post -again. I'm bored but I have sooooo many things to blog about! So many pictures to upload. Oh but most of them are on facebook though. Hmmm. Actually I should be sleeping right now. Ohh and exams are just like next week! I can feel the tension already. Gonna have to bear with it for 2 weeks and all shall be over. I can't wait till after the exams are done with. I wanna do so many things. :)

Ohh and I can't believe this year's ending soon. It's too fast, you know? But I'm really looking forward to the holidays! Heeheheh. Okay I feel really now and yeah, I'm lying on my bed HAHA. Yes, I'm gonna be dreaming of you tonight! Hahahaha. Goodnight!

If you're missing me.

2010-09-03T22:54:00.001+08:00

I'm blogging from my itouch. Omg, I swear blogging has never been this easy. Getting the hang of this. Really convenient!! Hahaha. Well, but there won't be much pictures though. You can go to my facebook for those. Hehe. Wait, how do I paragraph my sentences? I don't know. Hahahahah why am I such a noob. Omg this is a lame post. But it's alright cuz no one should be reading this except for me HAHA. Uhhm yeah so uh, what happened today. Did the mt prelims paper. It was quite alright I guess. Oh and today's the last day of school too! Haha. Say HELLO to the holidays. But heck, it's only for a week. But I'm gonna enjoy myself nonetheless. Hehe. Andddd, we got back our result slip today. I kinda failed both maths. Mygoodness! Seriously. I just cannot click with maths. Why!!!! Hahahaha. But that's okay, I think I lack practice. I'm just too lazy all the time. Oh and on a good note, I finally managed to get a B for combined sciences! Hahaha. :) Uhm so yeah Hari Raya is next friday! Kinda excited cuz it's been so long since I celebrated something. Haha!! I'm pretty sure I'm gonna gain back those 2kg I've lost during this fasting month. Hhehe. Or I might even gain 5 more kg but who cares HAHA. Fat is happy. Yay! Alright the end of this lame and nonsensical post, if you read this whole chunk, I gotta salute you for that. Heheheh bye!!! Lots and lots of flyin kisses to all. (if you can tell, I'm pretty high at this point of time.)

I’m getting butterflies, I’m floating on a dream.

2010-08-28T16:17:00.003+08:00

OMG! I am truly sorry for not updating this space for long. Ohwell, been kinda busy. I've got a lot to update on, but seriously, I think I might die if I typed it all out. Anyway, what are pictures for?! HAHHAHA. Gunna post them here. :)

So, during the short national day holiday period, me, my sis, my granny and my uncle went for a little getaway to... THAILAND! Hahahaha. Well, it was lots of fun. The people there are really friendly! Everyone seem to have a smile imprinted on their faces. Adorable! And the foods there, OMG the FOODS. It's seriously awesome! I love the tomyam. Ohmygod, I'm making myself miss Thailand... :( HAHA. And oh, we went to this floating market (sadly, didn't get to ride on the boat), and it was really cool.

Oh and before that, went out with the peeps to ViVo and caught Salt! It was a really good show, action-packed but the ending's kinda abrupt? But ohwell, Angelina Jolie's hotness make up for it! HEHE.

Oh and we had this mini bday celebration in class sometime ago. :)

Alright, that's all for now! Busy week ahead! Oh and I've lost like, 2kg this fasting month. So happy! :) EHEHEHE. Ohh and Teachers' Day next tuesday! Gunna be involved. Well, somehow. HHAHAHA.

Have a good week ahead, readers!

when you told me i was a star in the sky,

2010-07-24T15:14:00.003+08:00

So, on Thursday, we celebrated Racial Harmony Day. It was awesome! I love 3E5, seriously. All of us wore our ethnic costumes - that's right, 100%! Yeah. It was a great day. Took a lot of pictures. Only posting some here. More on facebook! :)

Anyway, went to watch The Blood Pledge with Eunice, Haofang and Eng Siang yesterday after school. It was a great movie, wasn't really that horrifying or anything. Jumped on our seats during some parts, but laughed during many scenes too. HAHA. :)

If only the weekends could be longer. Two days ain't enough. :( Oh well, school is awesome, but a tad tiring. And the homeworks just keep piling up. And I'm getting lazier too. This is baaaaaad. Need to be motivated. HEH.

Alright, got to go now. Post sometime later. Have a great week ahead readers! ♥

saturday night choir concert.

2010-07-18T15:18:00.006+08:00

Hey guys! Sorry for the belated post. Yeah, went with the choir peeps to the choir conert held at NUS. Kinda cool, they sang disney songs. Nice! :) Anyway, here are the photos!

Every moment that is stolen, they can never be replaced.

2010-07-11T14:12:00.002+08:00

Hello happy people! :)

I'm here to post again. Whoahh, seriously, I think something has gotten into me lately. I've been blogging like it's a part of my routine. HEH HEH.

Anyway, yesterday was great! Was with Liyana for almost the entire day. It was our first date together. ;) Intended to watch Eclipse but the ticket price during the weekends are higher and I was kinda short of cash hence we gave it a miss.

Walked around 313, Cathay Cineleisure and took neoprints. Didn't turn out that well. HAHAHA. But, we had fun! After that, we took the train to Bedok and hopped on to 401 and headed for East Coast Beach!

The weather was so fine yesterday! There was a slight drizzle, but it was still good. Sat on the rocks and enjoyed the cool breeze. Had heart-to-heart conversations (we always do!) and sang songs. Hehehe. :)

And we headed for the arcade too! HAHAHAH. Yeahh. Took pictures, the rest are uploaded on mine as well as Liyana's fb. I ♥ Liyana!

Tomorrow's a Monday. Bummer. There's the Malay 'O' level oral tomorrow too. OMG. *panics* Oh well. Shall do my best!

Goodbye everyone! Don't stop smiling. :)

just like gravity.

2010-07-09T19:20:00.005+08:00

Hello! HAHA. I'm bored right now. Really. Just returned home from Tampines Mall. Uhhhh, McCafe's Iced Mocha is simply heavenly but I'm having the runs since I drank it. I guess it's just my body. HAHAHA. Anyway, Had so much fun and catching up with Atiqa. It's hard being in different schools. Really miss those times in primary school. Well, I'm just really glad we're still pretty close! Hehe. :)

Here are some belated pictures, taken in June. HAHAHA.

Seriously, I've gotta find a way to get rid of those eyebags.

They're real annoying. HAHAHA.

Goodbye and have a great weekend everyone! :)

can't find the words to say.

2010-07-08T23:20:00.003+08:00

Hey beautiful earthlings. :)

It's so late but I can't sleep. Nahh, actually I had taken the longest nap ever. HAHAHA. Came back from school, feeling so drained out. Fell asleep immediately. And woke up at around 1030pm. I like it. Sleep is one of the best things to do in life ; after school has resumed. No, really. I'm so deprived of sleep. Eyebags are getting bigger than ever. And today, I woke up with bloodshot eyes. OMG seriously I looked so hideous in the morning. HAHA.

Anyway, school was pretty slackish today. Oh and today's CE lesson was the best one ever!! HAHAHAHA. We were told to bring boxes to create a model of buildings, and trevor brought this huuuuge box, he could fit himself inside. So that's exactly what he did. HAHA. He hid in the box till Ms Suan reaches class. There's a video on facebook, I think. It was daaaaamn funny. ZOMG. The whole class was filled with laughter for the whole CE period. ♥

Oh and we went to the lab twice today, for both Chem and Physics. HAAHAHA. Played with fire during Chem lab lesson with Eunice. Damn fun! HEHE. We're both still pretty traumatized by what Haofang and Zhongkang did. They swept their hand across the burning flame! The bunsen burner, I mean. Eeeeeww. :X

It's 6 more minutes to a new day! 9th July, I mean. It's amazing how time passes by so fast. Gotta keep up with life as much as I can. AHHA. Alright, time for me to go now. Gunna continue watching my Pretty Little Liars! HEH HEH. Goodnight everyone! Muahhhh.

P.S: I can't be bothered to do any of the homeworks.

It's 5.42am

2010-07-07T05:41:00.003+08:00

It's early in the morning and I'm blogging! WHOAH. Hahhaha. Anyway, yeah, I'm up early today. It's Wednesday which means we can go to school late! Yeahh. Awesome.

Hmm anyway, I'm in love with Pretty Little Liars!!!!! OMG the show is, indescribable. Seriously, it's so great that no words can describe. Watch it, everyone! All the casts are incredibly hot too. HEHE. :)

Ohh and I am a happy girl! HAHHA. Gunna be happy every day from now onwards. You should, too. Start off your day with a smile and it'll set everything straight! HAHAHA. Alright, I have to go off now to get ready for school since I live in Bedok andddd I have to take the early buses. AND I also have to complete the undone Math homeworks in school later or I'm gonna get reprimanded by Ms Tan and that would be bad, real bad.

Goodbye! (:

Now what will I become?

2010-07-05T15:27:00.005+08:00

School has started. Life's getting more and more boring. I feel so blearghh almost everyday because it's the same routine all over again each day. Been drowning myself in music each time I don't feel like doing anything. I know this post ain't going anywhere, I don't care because no one reads this space anymore. That's a good thing because I can just write whatever I want without caring about anything or anyone's opinions. Oh and yes, I'm posting just for the sake of it. I'm such a bad blogger. HAH.

There won't be any pictures in this post because it's gunna be all words. Too lazy to upload any photos. Oh and today is Youth Day which means it's a holiday, which also means another lazy day to procrastinate and not do anything. I have like so many assignments waiting for me but I choose to ignore them and eventually end up doing them at like 12midnight later. Now see, I just don't learn my lesson. I wish I could be the type of person that would be shy the second time after they've been bitten once. But no, I just keep doing things I'm not supposed to do. Believing in things I know deep down is not true. I follow my heart all the time. That's bad, I know.

I don't know what to write any longer and they say, some things are better left unwritten. Plus, I don't know when my next post is gonna be. But I'll update if I'm happy. Goodbye for now. :)

Lots of love to everyone reading this. Keep holding on. :)

Terengganu Trip

2010-06-19T16:35:00.002+08:00

HEY GUYS. SORRY FOR THE DELAYED POST! Anyway, the trip was great! Although it's my second trip there, the place never fail to awe me time and again. Everything there, is picturesque. :)

Snorkeling was great! I didn't go down at the Shark Point though, I was too scared! HAHAHAH. Yes, there are sharks there. My sissy saw two sharkies! ZOMG. Kinda regret not going down because they said the corals there were amazing. But heyy, I got down at the other points. They were awesome too. The fishies were so ticklish HAHA. It's like, a school of them would swim together with you. So freaky! But it was a nice and rare feeling. Felt like hugging all of them. HAHHA omg, that sounds weird. Who hugs fishes??! Me.

And guess what? I gained like 2-3kg in just a matter of three days. HAHAHAHA. This is what a vacation can do to me.. or my body, that is. Hehehe, it's okay. I know I had fun. That's all that matters.

Sipping gin and juice, laying underneath the palm trees.

2010-06-05T13:47:00.004+08:00

Hello hello hello! Ohmagawwwwwd it's June already! Alright, I will try my best to blog more often, okay? I know I tend to update like once, in a blue moon. Gotta get rid of this baaaaaaad habit. Hehehee.

Anyway, school's out. Got back our report books. Results were real disappointing. I've attained Cs for almost every other subjects. That's right - no As or even Bs. I have no idea whattheheehoo happened to my English. I almost failed it. Not good. Not good at all. Oh, and I failed my Amaths. Really gotta buck up this June. I know I kinda disappointed my mum... Sorry mummy. :(

Kso on a lighter note, we're going on a vacation! HAHAHA. We're going to Terengganu, to this island where the beach is really really UHHMAAAYYZIING. The water is crystal clear, and there're many cute little colourful fishes swimming in the water. How do I know? That's because I've been there once, when I was like, sayyyy.. 11? :) Will try to take as many pictures as I can! That is if, my cammie doesn't drop into the water. *touch wood* Hahahah.

Ohh by the way, we had our Oral on 3rd June. Came back to school as early as 0730am. Anyway, I hope it went well! HAHA. I don't know why but I was kinda stammering during the Picture Discussion. Felt so nervous. Maybe that's because it's been a helluva looooong time since I did any English Oral. Anyway, it was about rollercoaster rides. Ahhh, been long since I rode one! HAHA. I mean, the one at ETP is really mild and kinda lame. Heheheh. So it's not considered as a real ride. :P

Been spending time with sissy these few days! HAHA. And she drove us to JB yesterday! You're getting better at driving, eh? HEHEHE. I love you so much. You DRIVE me crazieeeerrr, crazierrr. ♥

Can't wait to catch The Karate Kid in the cinemas! "NEVER SAYY NEVERRRR." Oh and I am soooo sad because I didn't have time to catch The Last Song. :( Ohwell, I might download it online instead. :)

Ohh and choir camp on 7th and 8th June! And off to Terengganu on 9-12th June. Tighttt.

P/S: I like making silly faces at the cammieee. :P
P/P/S: Wore my school shoes out to JB. HAHAHA. Was rushed for time, couldn't find my flatssss.

Alright, have a great holiday everyone! xxx

Keep lovin', stop the hatin'. :)

beautiful moments like these

2010-05-28T13:14:00.007+08:00

"Who knows what you mean to me now? You're like the moon - always there. And you're so damn beautiful. But, maybe you're just a big rock floating in space. Maybe you're not that mystical. Maybe you're nothing but dust. Maybe not even the magical kind. Maybe. And maybe I have no clue where I'm going with this, and I just need to sort it out, but the image of your eyes clouds my own vision of where I stand and where I'm heading. And maybe... I'm just lost." ♥

WAZZZZZZZZZUP!

2010-05-09T12:46:00.002+08:00

HELLO! I'm backkkkk. Guess this blog needs some reviving. Been dead for a while!
Anyway, many stuffs have happened.

First things first, I'd like to wish my beloved mummy a HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!!! I love you sooooo much, I can't live without you. You're the best. :)Words could never express my love for you. ♥

Anyway, exams are still not over yet. 3 more papers to go! I'm so dead for Amaths. Been failing almost every other tests. Let's see how badly I'll do for the mid-years. :)

Oh, and I've turned fifteen! HAHA. And I got this really awesome olympus camera from my dad. WHOOOOOH. Anyway, thanks for all the wishes, gifts, hugs and kisses! Anway, Here are some pictures taken from the camera..

Had breakfast with dawnieee in macs!

I was listening to his cd while studying for SS! HAHAHAHA. Thanks eunice!

Btw, I've learnt to appreciate this kiddo's songs! It's really not bad. :)

Was bored while waiting for my sis to get ready. HAHAHAHA.\

I can't wait for the exams to be over!!!! I want to shop and watch movies (The Last Song, Iron Man 2). Hell yeahh. :)

Goodbye everyone!

Ryan Tedder is the new shizzzz

2010-04-10T11:41:00.002+08:00

HELLO MELLOW YELLOW JELLO!

Life's been kinda fine. Hehe. I think this month's cool. There're like so many events happening. Like Sports Day, Speech Day and Band SYF. And ZOMG, I'm so sorry, to Bea, for not making it to the Band SYF today. I really wish I could be there to support you and all. But I can't. :(

Oh and a Happy Belated Birthday to Liyana! Heheheheh. Hope you had a great birthday yeah. Love you! *winks

And OMG, we were told last minute that there was gonna be a lunchtime performance next friday. Ohnooo. I kinda forgot some of the steps/lyrics. Bahahaha. It's okay, there's still time, I guess.

And before I forget, the PSL outing was a great fun! It's more of like a five-girls outing. HAHAHA. Cuz we were together most of the time. Was with Bea, Jessica, Liyana and Rachel. :)

We watched How To Train Your Dragon. It was worth the watch!! Seriously. I'm not exactly a big fan of cartoons but this show - is the only exception. It's soooooo touching! Hehehe. Yeap, took Neoprints with them and ate @ BBQ Chicken. Hahahhaha. It was nice to see the E2 peeps again too, like jeslin, clarence, keith, jasper and more. Hahahaha. :D

Okay, gonna post some pics up! Most of them were tagged by Bea. Thanks for the pictures. (:

Have a great weekend!

That's when we crash and burn.

2010-04-01T22:14:00.002+08:00

Hello world! :)

Yeahh, I am finally updating again! Sorry for the short hiatus. Been kinda caught up with school stuffs and all that. Homeworks are like piling up! And my march holidays, I practically didn't do anything at all. Heeehe. :)

Oh and it's April baby! I love this month. HAHAHA. And idk why but March seems to pass by so strangely, quickly. Is it just me or..? Oh well. School has been kinda fun, I guess. 3E5 is just too awesome for words. I'm serious. Hahahaha.

And I'm really glad I've got my bestfriend by my side! Hehe. "Earthquakes can't shake us, cyclones can't break us, hurricanes can't take away our love." Oh yeahh! :D

Sports Day is coming! Pretty excited! We're getting our very own 3E5 class tee, and we're gonna create our cheers, banners, props, flags and all that. WHOOOO! How can I not get hyped up? HAHAHA.

By the way, I'm so going down to the Band SYF to support bestie! Yay! I know she's gonna be so awesome. April is so exciting! HAHA!

Yeap, there's nothing much to blog about. Guess I'll end with some overdued URA pictures! And umm, some random pictures taken with Dawn in the classroom. We were bored during Physics & Chem lessons... hence the pictures. HAHA!

Goodbye! And have a good April everyone! (:

It's time to shine like the sun, it looks like candy.

2010-03-16T09:05:00.002+08:00

Hey guys! :)

Finally, I'm updating again. Sorry for not posting recently, was busy with public performance rehearsals and the such. And yeah, public performance happened on 13th March and it was an unforgettable experience. Loved it. The choir kinda got emotional for a while. Awww. We'll miss the seniors and Mr. Foong! :(

All the other performing arts CCAs did awesome! Drama and the Dances were cool man. :D Hahaha. Thanks to bestie for coming down to support! Really appreciated it. :]

Here are some of my tagged photos in fb. :)

Oh and the URA trip yesterday was fun! Will blog about it next time. Pictures are up in my facebook though.

Happy holidays everyone!! Have a great one crazycats. xxx

Pixie Lott - Gravity Music Video

2010-03-06T19:31:00.000+08:00

a few updates!

2010-02-15T23:48:00.008+08:00

HEY GUYS!

A belated Valentine's and CNY to all of you! :D Heeh. Sorry, I was absolutely lazy to update this bloggy. HAHAH.

Anyway, went to Marina Barrage on Sunday with my family. Intention was to fly the hugeeee kite we bought. But we kinda failed, cuz we couldn't get the huuuge kite done. HAHA. So yeahh. And we just settled with the small cheapo kite, which miraculously worked. HEH. :) And I blew bubbles too! Ahhh, it feels good to feel young again, not that I'm old or anything. HHAHA. Yupp, had a frawsome (freakin + awesome) time with my family. They made my weekend!

School's starting tomorrow! I don't know how I should be feeling. HAHA. A little looking forward because I kinda miss my crazy classmates & kinda dreading it a little bit because I bet lessons are getting tight, since CTs are just next week. :[

Hmmm what else did I miss.. OHHH went for Swensens with bestie last Monday. A mini birthday celebration with her favourite bestiee. :P HHAHHA. Ordered uhhm, macaroni? Bestie ordered some burger thingy? Hhahahah weird tasty costly stuffs. And of course, ice-cream/yoghurts. HEEEH. Enjoyed it! :>

Alright, here's wishing everyone the best for Common Tests and all thaaat. HEEHHE goodnight! Oh and HAPPY BESTIE DAY bealiza! <3

hello i'm bored.

2010-02-07T15:48:00.003+08:00

I just created Tumblr! Woweee it's so fun. Hahahah! Dedicated to my Pixie Lott. Heehe!! :D

P.S: This is one helluva random post. Swensens with bestie tomorrow, i hope. :)

this is dedicated to my bestie

2010-02-06T10:41:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTIEEEE!! (5th FEB)

Yeah, it was BEALIZA's birthday yesterday. Hope she had an awesome birthday, I know she did! Hehee. So yeah, had a mini celebration for her during recess. HAHA. I love the fudgey cakeee!!! Bet she loves it too. Hehee.

And yup, this girl has turned fifteen and getting more and more beautiful. Hehehee. I lovee you bestie! Happy birthdayyyy once again!!

-AINI

let's take a stroll down my memory lane

2010-01-31T22:04:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO MY ONE LOVE ONE HEART ONE LIFE FOSURE. I LOVE YOU SIS!

Yeap, it's been a pretty tiring week. I can't really remember what happened but I do remember getting chased out of class during English. Me, Dawn and Yashmi came late for class. And we stood outside for 30 mins. Whoaa. :/

Oh and yesterday, the PSLs were asked to meet the ParentLink peeps and bond with them. It's kinda awkward at first but the good thing is, they were really enthu people! Looking forward to working together with them again! Heehe. After that, we had lunch with Mdm Lim and the Service Club peeps. Hahaha. Took some pics! HAHAH. It was really fun man. I was with Bea, Liyana, Rachel, Atikah, Nicky, Clement and this other guy (i forgot his name. :X)

Pictures were taken from bestie's phone. :) And yeahh we were eating the leftover chicken. HAHAHA. I heart the PSL committee crew. We're cool like that. HAHA.

After that, headed for Hougang Mall with Liyana and Rachel for a while to get some stuffs. Couldn't find anything nice. HAH. Instead, we went up to the rooftop and sang songs. It was damn cooling and windy I likeeeee!! :D

Yeap that's basically part of my week. Hehehe. I kinda learnt, to look at things from the positive side. Coz by doing so, everything looks so much brighter and happier. <:

Goodnight!! xx

get close to my heart.

2010-01-23T15:09:00.006+08:00

HEY HEY HEYYY. :)

I am like really really sorry for not updating for quite sometime. School has been kinda hectic plus other whatnot. Me and nammy got in HMT! Whoa. It's kinda unbelieveable for me. Cuz my malay language is kinda crappy right now. So I'm kinda shocked. But I think I'll manage. :)

Hmm.. been rehearsing with the other girls for the lunchtime performance after school too. Hope it'll turn out fine. Heehe. Oh and the choir got a new instructor! We haven't really got to know him yet since we only had one practice with him. But he's kinda cute and funny. Uhwell, I don't really know. HAHA. And we're singing this song, which sounds so awesome. "I'll be your candle on the water, my love for you will always burn." ~

Oh and did I say the camp was awesome? HAHA. On the first day, I was like, 'OMG I really wanna go home now." But on the second day, it just got better. Yes, I'm not joking. 3E5 is really one awesome bunch, I tell you. We're pretty bonded, and we did great for our talent night, according to our teachers. Hahah. And our Platoon Mentors Azree, Jordan and George made everything so much more awesome-er. They're real cool. :)

Btw, we celebrated Haofang's, Terence's and Alson's birthday on 21st Jan. Hehe, the january babies! Yeap, we got them a cake and huge cards. Hope they like em'. Oh yeah, Haofang is the new class chairman!!! Whooo. And Nammy is the vice-chairman. Yay. :>

Anyhooooo, some pics from the camp! Some were grabbed from nami's facebook. Edited some of them. HAHA. :)

so me and dawnie got a little crazy in our bunks. :D

this is the sexy 3e5! :)

happy goober.. or maybe not.

So recently, there has been an earthquake in Haiti. My heart goes out to them. :) And Beyonce performed on Hope For Haiti. IT WAS FLAWSOME. Seriously. Watch the video. Omg.

this is us.

2010-01-15T21:24:00.002+08:00

and camp was so awesome. i'm tired. i miss our PMs though. separation sucks. :'(

this is my first official post for 2010

2010-01-09T18:27:00.002+08:00

OMGGG it's 2010!!

isn't that so cool? HAHA. so i've been rather busy since school started. that explains the lack of updates. sorry! :/ oh so anyway, 3e5's kinda great. we've got awesome teachers. and OMG sec 3 camp is NEXT WEDNESDAY! why is it so freaking early??!

that aside, the choir performed Mamma Mia for the CCA carnival today. yeahh, we did great. finally went to McDonalds today!! thanks atiqa. HAHHAHA. yumyum twister fries.

alright i'm off. goodbye. (:

P.S: i won't be updating so often. thanks to the people who still tags eventhough my blog's kinda dead. <3

last post of 2009.

2009-12-31T18:53:00.002+08:00

HEY GUYS!! :)

uhhhm i'm kinda rushing right now. but yeah. this shall be my last post in 2009. are you guys counting down to 2010? heheee!! well, wishing everyone a great new year ahead! =)

i've gotta rush. uncle's taking us out! yay. hahaha.

love! <3

remember all the things we wanted?

2009-12-30T22:26:00.004+08:00

HEYYYY!! :)

so umm yeah it's gonna be 2010 in just 2 days!!! isn't it cool? time is passing by way too fast. no kid. thinking back, this year has been really, umm, insane. idk if that's a good way to describe it but yeah i think it's like a wake up call for me. hahah okay, i don't want to like, go emo on this post.

and i'm kinda looking forward to next year. i really really hope it's gonna be a better year. things will get busier, i think. but yeahh, i guess i'll cope with things. :> i'll do just fine. i hope.

so tomorrow, is new year's eve! yay or nay? hahaha!! anyway, gonna have a karaoke session with atiqa and ahsun tmr. at bedok int, again. it's so convenient ttm!!!!! hahaha i like. :P

sis drove me again, yay! one day, she's gonna bring me around the whole singapore, right sis? *winkwink* HAHA! it's so fun, she sings when she drives. and we would blast the radio when the dj is playing our favourite songs. i recorded a video of us but i'm so not uploading it up here. it's too crazy to function. :P

so i'll leave you with some pics. oh and watched alvin & the chipmunks a few days ago with my bro. it's so cute!!! it's a must watch. CHARICE is in it! hahaha. :)

okay sorry i can't help but to post this pic. HAHAHA i like to make scary poses!! :>

have a great new year everyone!!! mucholoveo.

random dedication to ma sissy.

2009-12-27T16:40:00.004+08:00

HEY NURJIHAN BINTE DAUD!

yeahh i'm actually dedicating this post to you. hehe. first of all, big CONGRATS to you for passing your driving test! i love it when you drive me around, it really feels awesome to have like, my very own gorgeous one and only sister take the wheels. i'm really really proud of you. i know sometimes i don't show it but... you know i love you!!

hmm, and thanks for being so crazy every time. you totally make my day. you know, sometimes i can't imagine what life would be like if i didn't have you. HAHA. so cornyyy. but it's true. you make my life complete yo. OHHWHOAAWHOA (immitates Ke$ha)

okay i don't know what to write anymore but 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you!! I LOVE YOU! mooooooahahhaha. ;)

love,
your s-s-s-sisssster.

the people i can't live without.

2009-12-27T14:41:00.004+08:00

HEYYYHEY! :)

hmm, so how did you guys spend your christmas hoildays? heehe. it must be really fun right? :> well, i spent them with my family! hahaha. so we decided to have a picnic! at sembawang beach. my very first time there. you can say it's boooring there but i actually kinda like it coz there's not many people there. so it's kind of peaceful. yeaaaah. :)

the cousins came over too! it was really great. hehe. oh and we got bored of the beach and we went for karaoke!! YAYYY it was damn fun. my first time too. HAHAH! :P my awesome uncle treated the cousins to karaoke and maaaaaan did we have a blastin' time singing there. 3 hours is not enough!! HAHAHA!

world's best uncle!

the second (sis) and the first (bro). :P

HEHEHEHE SHOOOO CUTE!

P/S: i ate mcdonalds yesterday again!!!!! :)
P/P/S: i actually cut bangs to my hair but swept my fringe to the side coz i don't fit em' bangs! :/

hey santa baby

2009-12-25T17:32:00.003+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE! :)

merry christmas to those who are celebrating! hahahah. :>

so anyway, went to visit my grandpa this morning. we all love him so much. i'm sure he knows. oh and the cousins came too. haha. yeaaah.

and right after that, we went to Jalan Kayu for roti prataaaaa!! :D mummy's treat. feels good eating with the family once in a while. it's not often we get to eat together. hahaha.

oh okay i can't take it any longer so i'm gonna say the awesome news ; MY SIS PASSED HER DRIVING TEST!!! like, yayayayay!! heheheeeeh. ;> sooooo yeah she took us out for a spin just now. it's gonna be really fun and convenient in the future.

so umm yeah okay that pretty sum up my day. haha. going for a picnic (i love picnics!!) with my family tomorrow. will post about that tomorrow! :>

and yeaaay i've gone to somerset 313 and the F21 there is reaaaaaal good. gonna post some pics soon!

take care everyone!

P.S: i thought i lost my phone last night!!! but in fact, i forgot to take it from my house. it was pretty insane coz i couldn't sleep the whole night thinkin' of it. coz i just lost my phone a few months ago. :X two missing phones would've been bad. really.

massive update!

2009-12-22T21:29:00.005+08:00

HEY GUYS!! :)

i have a lot to update! so... where do i start? hehe. okay, last wednesday, went swimming with azzy at tampines!! it's kinda fun, we sang songs in the pool. HAHA. we didn't go to the adult swimming pool because we were afraid our belongings would get stolen. we were so blind that we didn't notice that the lockers were just right in front of us! oh well...

after that, had mcdonalds and oldchangkee and went home! heheheeee. then on thursday, had choir outing! it's really fun. too bad many of them didn't go. so we met up in school, it was drizzling. then we headed for east coast! wheeeeeeha! it stopped raining, miraculously. :) we bought the drinks and walked to the beach. decided to have lunch at mcdonalds. sat with emily, celestine and saras! :D

went to slack at the beach for a while and then off to bowling. i didn't bowl though. :P but had fun cheering for others with liyana, rachel and emily. :> heheheee. then some peeps decided to bowl for the 2nd time and that left me, liyana, rachel and gina by ourselves. hehe. we decided to go to the arcade!! HAHAHA. it was really fun there! hehehe. played the motorbike, car racing, para-para and one random DJ game. hahaha so cool! :)

then some of them left and the remaining peeps went to the beach! we wanted to catch the sunset. it's quite nice and romantic. teehee! :>

after that, met up with my sis! had dinner at macdonalds. walked home from bedok interchange.

spent my weekdays lazing around at home. (=

on monday, went out with bestie!! like, finally. :) we went to the Cathay @ Orchard. planned on watching New Moon but surprisingly, it was goneeee. so we decided on avatar in the end.

the movie is awesome! and really really long though. HEHEE. you should watch! the avatar creatures are damn cool! got a wee bit of romance and loads of action! HAHAH. just watch it okay! they said it was the most expensive movie ever made.. WHOAAA. worth the watch! :)

after the movie, walked to plaza sing. HAHA. bought shaker fries at mcdonalds. talked and went insane most of the times. can't remember much. but it was a great great time with bestie. :) hehehe.

i don't have the pictures but will get from bea soon! hehehee. OHYEAH BEA WE FORGOT TO TAKE PICTURES WITH THE CHIPMUNKS NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! hahaha. oh btw, bestie got me an extraordinary prezzie! thanks! i love the pictures so much. hope you like my gifts too! :) love you.

then at night, went out with family to get assessment books. ate at mcdonalds. i'm a happy girl.

and finally today!!! had PSL meeting. many many people didn't come today. LOL. did cheering with the counsellors for a while. and then had lunch with bea and jiayi, this time in KFC instead of mcdonalds. HEHE. ;>

yeap and then, met up with some of the PSLs to discuss about the sec2 EL camp next year. jasper is damn horny!!!! HAHAHA.

walked with bea and jasper to hougang point but jasper left after that. heheheeee. then me and bestie bought some drinks and headed for the bus-stop. huahuahua. walked in the rain, anticipating for nothing? hahaha. funny. :>

took 72 home and then we spent some time under her void-deck. HAHAHA. went almost insane, made some madmadmad videos and took pictures. HEHE. was really reluctant to leave but ohwell, it was already six. :D

YEAHHH. that's all i'm gonna blog. photos will be uploaded really soon! once i get my hands on them. :) OH AND HAVE A REALLY AWESOME NEWS BUT I CANT TYPE HERE CUZ UMM, COMPLICATED BUT WHEEEEEEEEEEEEHAAA IM SO HAPPY!!!!!!

i'm so tired i need a rest. but i'm going shopping with my sis and grandma tomorrow! I WANNA GO TO 313 SOMERSET SO BAD! f21 = 4 storeys!!!!! O-M-G! so yeah. :)

alright, thanks for reading! goodbye everyone. (:

P/S : i ate at macdonalds for FIVE FREAKIN TIMES in just a week!!!!!!! believe it or not. omg i'm a fat girl! but nevermind, i'm a big fan of mcdonalds, i don't mind eating there everyday. ;)

P/P/S : this is my 600th post! whoaaaaa. :B

just a fraction of your love fills the air.

2009-12-13T18:17:00.005+08:00

wake up in the morning feelin' like p-diddy~

HELLO!!

HAHA. seems like i can't survive without blogging so i'm still gonna continue blogging. hehehe. so here i am! :X

i've got lots to blog about but i just can't seem to remember! huahuhaua. anyway, i wanna wish my big bro a happy 22nd birthday!! HEHE. :> grandma got him a huuuuge birthday cake from JB. it's so cheap!! and nice too. LOL. :D

ohh and i think i won the tickets to the idol grand finale!!! OMG so happy. like, sylvia is sooo gonna win the idols. huhu.

hmm oh yeah, went out bowling with cousins last week. fun!! it was my first time, believe it or not. but hmm, i wasn't too bad. HEH. :P then we ate at BBQ chicken. it was awesomeee but i didn't finish mine coz i didn't really have a good appetite that day. but i regret it so much. bcoz it's deliciousss. haha.

and and on thursday, went out with atiqa and ahsun! hahahah. it's fun! but i'll blog about that some other time. haven't uploaded pictures yet. will do soon! a bit lazy right now. hehehee.

oh and i've watched my sister's keeper, it's so niceee!! watched zombieland too, boring! HAHA. :)

i'm off to tweeeeeeeeeet! :)

hello goodbye.

2009-12-10T18:36:00.004+08:00

hey guys. will be on hiatus for a while. weeeell, just won't be blogging for the time being. will blog only when i feel like it. will still reply your tags though. :) oh and i deactivated my facebook account too. hah. same thing, will reactivate it when i feel like it. if you're smart, you'll know where i'll be active at. :>

goodbye.

i'm just tired.

you know how to fix me, you are my therapy

2009-12-04T13:14:00.007+08:00

hey guys! happy december. :)

been down with a gastric flu and fever recently. weeeeeell, i must say it sucks a lot! i hate throwing up, which i apparently did, like 785493 times yesterday. hahah! i never wanna go through it again. LOL.

anyway, thanks to some people for the get well wishes! hehee. it's nice to know that people care for you. yup. :)

and right now, i'm still feeling kinda dizzy but it's all good. my stomach ain't giving me problem anymore. had to cancel some plans for today cuz i don't think i'm okay enough to go out. so yeah, sorry people! :X

i love my family! always there for me anytime, anywhere. i don't know what i'd be without them. thanks sis for waking up in the middle of the night to rub some oil on me and making me feel better. thanks grandma for rubbing my head and for relieving my pain. and i'm soooo sorry for throwing up on the wooden floor. sorry! and thanks mummy for being so concerned about me, making sure i eat my medicine and stuffs. thanks big bro for offering Brands to me. i'm touched, really.

so this post is going out to all the awesome people i love in the world! hehe. :D

oh and a few pictures to share too. ahaha. taken on a trip to JB recently.

we are perfectly normal and sane people..

don't you think?!

so me and my sis were being random again with the camera and decided to pose with the horror dvds. me with momok the movie and sis with paranormal activity.

can make it or not?!?? HAHHAHA

okay have a great weekend people! xxx

you warm up my heart when i come undone

2009-11-30T12:41:00.005+08:00

hello.

really, i'm running out of words to say. been staying indoors recently. heh. visited my grandfather yesterday though. his grave never fail to look pretty each time we come. ;>

and i don't know how these prankers got my number. you know, i've been receiving calls from a stranger at the wee hours of the morning! how about 2.10am, you are sleeping like a log and then some weirdo calls you on your phone? i called him back, but refused to answer my calls. and then a hero comes along...

hahaha i'm referring to my sis. so i told her about it. and she called him with her phone and guess what, he picked up! lol, i think my sis scared the shit out of him that he stopped calling me already. huahuahuaaaaa. so cool. i love nurjihan! :D

and facebook is failing me on purpose! god, i can't access to the website. SIGH. lol. nvm about that. so i turned to Glee! if you have no idea what it is, it's something like high school musical but it's 1000000000x better. heheeh. it's a series by the way. check out the trailer. i'm sure you'll love it!!

them singing 'no air' by jordin sparks. nope, they're NOT lip-singing.
damn awesome!!

hahahaha okay, i'm off to watch glee. :)

say that you love me

2009-11-27T00:46:00.002+08:00

hey guys! :)

whoooooo it`s 12.45am and here i am, blogging. hehe. would like to wish all muslims Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha! have a great day ya`ll.

was watching america`s next top model cycle 12 just now, was expecting allison to win because i think she`d made it big as a model but noooo, teyona got the title. heeh. she`s okay, i think. a natural beauty. :)

and whoaaaa you guys should catch paranormal activity if you haven`t. it`s super scary but niceee. HEHE. must watch it after midnight, then more shiok. me and sis had a hard time trying to sleep after that.. huhu.

alright, i`m tired. sorry for short update! life is getting boring. heeh. i`m actually hoping for school to start soon. o.o haha.

yup anyway, gotta be off now. goodnight! (:

p.s: i`m in love with pixie lott. LOL.

you`ll have to cry me out

2009-11-27T00:35:00.002+08:00

so yesterday, i had a dream. i don`t know why all my dreams recently felt so real. and there you were, with all of us. all so happy. everything felt normal. then suddenly, i woke up. and you were gone. i felt disappointed and wanted so badly to continue with the dream. made me think i`d rather stay asleep than being awake. because then, i can see you. talk to you. see your smile once again. i miss it. i miss you.

insane stuffs like this

2009-11-21T16:11:00.004+08:00

you know, i was bored and started checking out random websites when i stumbled across this really crazy website whereby a girl threatens to kill and eat her cat if Miley Cyrus doesn`t start tweeting again. she had extended the date till 22 nov, which is TOMORROW. wth is wrong with her??!

evil evil crazy mad girl!! omg poor cat. :(

you can check out her website at http://www.mileysavefuzzy.com/

i don`t know why such people even exist in this world. why do people have to make things so complicatedddd?!

okay done. haha. random post. sorry :X

i was froze right there

2009-11-20T19:12:00.002+08:00

Hey guys! Yeap, I`m back from PAL 6 camp. It was really awesome! All I can say is that the performing arts group leaders were very very bonded. Had a lot of fun there.

The place was good too. Shared a room with Liyana, Yicheen, Zahrah, Vivien, Karen and Huiching. Hahhaha. Late nights. Laughed a lot. Yeahh.

Tiring games. Had to perform for a Musical Nite. YOG at Nacli. Many many more!!!!

I`m really really lazy to elaborate about the camp.. but yeah it`s really BOOMZ. You should get what I mean. PAL 6 rocks!!! :)

I`m not really sure where the pictures are but once I get it, I will post it up here. =)

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Yeahp. Went back to school today for PSL meeting but before that went out with Liyana, Marissa and Celestine to get birthday gifts for Yicheen. HEEEEEEEHE. Guess what we bought??! 2 huge papayas and a pooh bear. YES, papayas. Funny or what. But yeahh, hope she loves the delicious gifts. Moooahahhahaha. Once again, Happy Birthday YICHEEN! (it`s tmr, 21st nov)

Yeap, after that me and Liyana were kinda late for the PSL gathering. So, we rushed to school and ohman it was raining quite heavily! HAHAHA. Was kinda drenched upon reaching school. Then after that, Charmian told me Bea had no umbrella so i went back to shelter my bestie from the rain. HAHHAHA. And Mdm Lim borrowed both me and Liyana t-shirts, THANKS A LOT! Hhaha. :P

Went for the PSL thingy for a few minutes and after that went to the PAL 6 sharing session with the vice-principal. LOL. He turned up late man!! But yeah, it`s okay. After that, met up with Bea and Charmian. Went home together. Hehehee. Finally got to bond with bestie for a while. Outing next week, ok?! 2012!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA.

Oh and I`m very very happy my appeal was a success. I got into A Maths class!!! Yay. Things have been going well for me all this while and I`m very very thankful to God.

And also, I know my grandfather is watching over me and the family from up there. We miss you a lot, tok!! Now I know why they say goodbye is the hardest word..

Yeap, to end this post with a much happier note, my mee goreng is all ready to eat!!!! HAHA. Oh and I lost 1.5 kg thanks to the camp. Whoooooo~

Goodbye! (:

missing for a while

2009-11-15T20:14:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!

yay finally finished packing for camp! hahahaha. i`m all ready to go. have to assemble in school at 7am tomorrow. superduper early!!!! HHAHA. but yeah.

sooooooo... will be away from 16-18 nov. LOLLLL. :)

will blog as soon as i come back! ^^

byebyee! :]

This Is It

2009-11-14T13:42:00.002+08:00

LOVE.

i love my bestfriend

2009-11-13T17:26:00.006+08:00

HELLO READERS! :)

I`m really really bored right now. And I just uploaded some pictures into the comp. Heeh. I forgot to add that I met up with bestie on tuesday after committee meeting. Haha. We slacked at her void-deck. It had been reaaaaaaally long since we met up. Talked a lot, posed alot too. Took pictures with bestie`s new phone camera (LG!!). HAHA. :P

Soooo yeah.. here are some sneak peaks. The rest might be uploaded on facebook. LOL. :)

our hearts beat as one.

BEA! You know, seriously, I`m so going to miss you the most next year! I really can`t imagine being in separate classes from you. RAAAAH. I wished there was no streaming and we could stay in the same class, with the rest of the e2s. I miss those times during the post-exam period. From the many random visits to the toilet to the jokes about sick stuffs. Hehee.

I`m getting so emotional nowadays. Time of the month coming soon, I guess. But one thing for sure, I love you Bea Bestie. <3

Duane is out, like finally!!

2009-11-12T21:43:00.003+08:00

Hey guys!

Firstly, my title hasn`t got anything to do with what I`m gunna write. Hehe.

Ohman.. been really busy lately. Many stuffs happened recently. Heh. Got to know what class I`m going to next year. And yes, I`m going to 3E5. Sigh, I didn`t really expect it.. but ohwell. What to do when I suck at Maths and Science? AHAHA. Major subjects. But it`s okay though, I`m beginning to accept it alrd. And tryna look at it from a positive view. :)

Yeah, went out with Azzy cousin on Monday! Haha. We went to Bugis. Headed for the library and guess what, it`s her first time there! HAHAHA. Yeap we walked around, shopped for stuffs. Usuals. Heeeeeh. Had lots of fun and most importantly, did lots of catching up.

Also, watched MJ`s This Is It yesterday with my sis and bro. Love it! Heehe. He`s so nice and humble. Awws. "Love is important. Love everyone, love the earth." Haha. Gonna post some pictures later! :)

I think I went to school a lot this week. Had choir just now. Hehe. Sang some songs. After choir, hung out with Rachel and Liyana. HAHAHA. Talked alot! Heehe. And did many random stuffs with them. LOL. (:

AHH, Going back to school tomorrow, just to send in the appeal letter for A Maths. HAHA. Man I wish my maths was better!! Lol. Yeah. And PAL camp this coming monday! I`ve yet to pack... but I guess that`ll wait till Sunday. LOL! :>

Alright, gunna be off! Goodnight lovely people! <3

without you, i don`t know.

2009-11-07T12:25:00.002+08:00

Today, I`m missing someone badly.

My grandfather.

bombz.

2009-11-05T11:49:00.004+08:00

HELLLLLLO. :)

I`m bored and it`s raining outside. Hahaha. & this post is so random and redundant. HAAAH.

But we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I
Said goodbye
I felt the angels cry

Limitless omnipresent kind of love
Couldn't have guessed it
Would just up and disappear in the whirlwind

Angels Cry - Mariah Carey

MARIAH CAREY!!

PIXIE LOTT! (very very random)

HEEEEEEH BYE! :D

sooner or later, you`re gonna wish you had me

2009-11-04T12:16:00.009+08:00

HEEEEEEY.

how`s the holidays people? haha. i have sooooo many things to do during this hols. but i just can`t seem to remember any. LOL. weird me.

anyway, met up with atiqa yesterday (it was an abrupt one) cuz i wanted to go to the library but we didn`t go eventually. haha. of all places, God knows why, we always usually end up at Tampines. well..yeah. had fun, anyway! <: our next outing (with ahsun) gonna be at Kbox, eh?

HAHAH.

Spot the difference.

a mixture of emotions

2009-11-01T12:05:00.004+08:00

Hey guys!

I`m really sorry for not updating this thing for a while. Yeah, many things have happened! LOL. And you know what? Last friday was the last day of school. :'(

It was really really sad, I teared a little. It was the last time where 2E2`09 were together as a class cuz we`re all gonna be separated into different sec3 classes next year. This year had definitely been a much better than the last and I`m really glad that we have all managed to survive those ups and downs we`ve had had.

And many thanks to our form teacher Ms Nur for being there with us throughout the year. Through your guide, I could feel 2E2 getting more united and made us more like a family. And not forgetting our form teacher last year, Mdm Ng! Hahaha. She`s a great teacher too and she cared for us. Very funny and cute too. HAAHA. ;D

I`m gonna miss 2E2 sooooooo much and just wanna thank you guys for all the memorable times yo. Will never forget them. Hope all of us would keep in touch always. :>

Had lunch with Bea and Charmian before she went for band. Hehehh, talked about separation next year. I`m really really gonna miss you guys! Bestieeeeeee! I seriously will miss you cowloads. Will cherish those times we`ve shared. And yeah, I cried because I was thinking of those moments where we had been through. You know, those times where we became bestfriends once again. I suddenly realized how strong our friendcruise is, it kept our friendship from sinking from time to time.

Yeahp, we`re still gonna hang out together every day next year! Nothing will ever change, I can promise you that. You`ve been the best I had, and still are. :]

And charmian! Will never forget those times where you were reaaaally horny and kept touching people`s body parts. sex maniac (inside joke). HAHA. You`ve been a really great friend yo. All the best for next year k! (:

some very belated pics.

2009-11-01T11:50:00.005+08:00

you know i`m bad, i`m bad.

2009-10-18T14:04:00.003+08:00

HEY HEY HEY PEOPLE!!! (=

hehehehe i`m back! haha. thanks for those people who tag my blog frequently, eventhough it was dead for a while. heeehe. sorry but i was too busy to update. LOL. yupyup, so many many fun, sad and happy things have happened!!! yeah.

final year exams are officially over!! what a relief. seriously. late-night muggings...even up till 2am. hahahhaa. and due to stress, pimples became good friends with my face. eeeeughh. haha.

btw, a very very belated SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all muslims! hahahahha seriously, it`s a very late wish la. but anyhoos, this year wasn`t really a bombastic celebration. haha. we are all missing our one and only grandfather. :'( yeap. but it was a good time to catch with the cousins, though. haha.

what`s hari raya without pictures right? =D

ohmg i can`t upload the pictures!!! what`s wrong with blogger man. haaaaaaiz. okay nvm, next time then! LOL.

and by the way, bestie day last friday! hahahaa. me and bea went out, only to find that it was the actual day. i kinda forgot, and she got the date wrong. hahaha sorry!! :X LOL. yeap, we went to plaza sing to get her saxophone thingy. wanted to watch DARAH but found out it`s M18!!!! grrawrrr. LOLOL. =X

yeap will elaborate further when i can upload the pictures up here. yeahh, and atiqa`s birthday`s coming! honestly, i kinda forgot. ahhhhh what a bad friend i am. but it`s okay, i remembered and it ain`t too late!! hahaha. (X

alright gotta rush now, heehehe. another proper post soon!! (:

i`d be dreamin so much better without you in my head

2009-09-13T13:32:00.005+08:00

".... i look so good without you!"

hahahah alright i`m so obssesed with the song. it`s damn nice laaaa. jessie james rocks! HAHA. just realized she sang the song 'wanted' too. awesum possum. :]

oh btw, school`s starting tomorrow. okay, the holidays ended so fast alrd. yeah, been spending most of my time at the hospital. yeapp, the op my uncle went through went by smooth. was really really happy to hear it. visited him two times already and he seemed fine, still the joker that he is. heheee.

he also said the bypass was reaaaaaaaally painful. zomg, i can`t imagine what it`s like? because we all know how strong pak long is. yupp, glad all`s over. :)

and on 11 september, was my grandpa`s birthday!! if he was still here, he`d be 73 years old. we all miss you, a lot. anyway, my sis wore his pants to school on that day. HAHAA. looked pretty good on her, though. haha. me and my sis wanted to keep our uncle company in the hospital in the evening. so we met up at city hall and hanged around at Marina Square to waste some time since it wasn`t time for the visiting hours yet. (5 - 8pm. screeeeww the timing)

wooo yay i got a new purse already. heeehehe. k random.

the best way (not really) to waste time is to camwhore. mooahahahaha. especially with my sis` awesome camera. HAHAA. yeap, after that, we visited pak long and zohmg, there were so many wires on him. really painful to see. oh btw, it was the first time me and sis got to feed him, comb his hair and all. he was still weak and couldn`t move much. yeah.

we love tok salleh! [:

poor paklong :( we miss having you ard.

hoping no matter how far I'll find my way to you, followin` a rainbow.

2009-09-08T11:15:00.006+08:00

ohhh great. i have so many things to talk about! and many belated photos too. hahahha. :X oh btw, a big huge warm HELLO to everybody! :)

HAHA. alright, last monday was the teachers` day celebration. the concert in school wasn`t too bad. yeah. it lasted for quite a while, though. after that, went off with bestie to find the teachers that she wanted to pass the gifts too. LOL. hmmm yeah.

after that, met up with atiqa and ahsun at tkps. HAHAAA. i was kind of late, i think. they were all already inside the school. heheh. yeah. we only got to meet mrs ong and mrs lee. LOL. wanted to meet mrs nicole wong but she`s nowhere to be found. sad. hahaa.

feeling bored at tkps with nothing else to do, we decided to go to Tampines 1. hahahaaa. we were like damn hungry people who wanted to shop at the same time. what to do, fasting people mah. HAHA. but, we survived LOL. yeah.
ooohyeah on wednesday, caught singapore idol on teevee. voted for malaque ten times. she was great. Tabitha and syltra was awesome too. hehehe.

hmm and last thursday, was the homeec practical exam. LOL! my fried rice turned out quite well actually. thought it`d be a disaster coz me and cooking just don`t look good together. heeeehee. yeah, and after that went off for ViVo with the whole class. watched a sci-fi movie, IronMan. HAAA. i still don`t quite get that show. was feeling restless throughout the show. and quite hungry too. teehee. :P

kay after that we kinda had 20 mins free time. so bea, clement, jonathan, charmian and me went up to the rooftop (?) where there`s water and all that. haaha. took pictures. :D yeap, after that went back to school by bus. i was worried that i couldn`t get home on time to break fast. so bea, being the very sweet bestie that she is, gave me some foodies from her house. thanks yeah! HAHA. yeah, and i break-ed fast in the bus LOL. the bus driver kept looking at me though. HEEEHA.

sorry for the blue-y photos. Hahhaa.

so friday was the last day of school! hahaha. for pe, we played captain`s ball. hahaha, damn fun la! was drained out after the game. whoaaaaaa.. was on the verge of breaking fast already? but of course i didn`t. heheh, had to stay strong. ;D

and we got back our report book and were given the streaming form too. i think i kinda decided on which stream to go to already. just gonna work hard now. =P

on sunday, met up with atiqa to break fast together. LOL. ahsun couldn`t make it. yeahh, we decided to waste our time at tampines for a while. and then, went back to bedok reservoir for Macs. LOL!

while waiting for breaking fast. :X

ahahahahah okay i`m done. yup i`m gonna start on the homeworks right now. hehehe. oh and this thursday`s gonna be so scary. my uncle`s gonna have the bypass. i hope everything goes well. insyaAllah. paklong, i`ll be there with you no matter what okay. you know we all love you.

all of a sudden i`ve a phobia of one-week holidays.

don`t say you`re sorry cuz i`m not even breakin

2009-08-29T14:14:00.002+08:00

hey ya`ll. :D

hahaha. sorry for leaving this blog dead for quite some time. :X was too occupied with other things, you know? oh by the way, this might seem a tad late but happy fasting to all muslims! teeheeee. yup, this month is gonna be just awesome for each of us. but i guess i still feel incomplete, kinda. you know, without him. everyone seemed pretty down. especially when breaking fast. and during terawih prayers.

okay i`m not gonna dampen everyone`s mood here. so let`s get you updated on some other stuffs. uhmm like, school? hehehe. school`s okay. this week is practically all about returning our common test papers. i guess i did okay buutttt improvements are needed. LOL. i gotta work on my language subjects. huhu.

next monday, gonna have teachers`s day celebrations. woweeee. i wanna go back to tkps, badly. i miss all the teachers. and the school, a bit. hahaha!

and i`m currently into reading, i guess it was the influence from bestie or sth. hahahaaha. see how much a BEALIZA can influence an AINI. whoooooo hahahha. gosh i sounded crappy. LOL. ohhh yeah, yesterday night was awesome! watched Why Why Love on channel u. best taiwan drama everrrr. i stayed up till 2am la. hehehe.

lol alright i`m going off now. hahaha bye! =P

every sky was your own kind of blue.

2009-08-15T21:05:00.004+08:00

hello hey heeello! :D

i`m in a rather, good mood tonight! teeheee. anyway, went out with beabestie to suntec city today! LOL. guess what time we met? hehehehe. as early as eight-thirty yaww. hahah. we were really excited and hyped up, for the singapore toy and animation thingy at the suntec exhibition hall.

hahahaha. yeap, and i have a feeling we`ll be appearing on teevee la. LOLLL. there we were, posing with our (free) cupcakes and saying hi to the cameraman. hahahha. they told us to do it! haha, it was weird but fun.

there were so many booths and there were free stuffs too!! HAHA. i love free stuffs. we both spent quite a lot there, heh. especially bestie! hahaha. it`s okay, we`ll try to minimise our spending next year okay? mooahahha.

oh yeah, we did a caricature of ourselves too. hahaaahaha. i looked really funny HAHAH. we just can`t help laughing la. LOL! but i guess it`s worth the money spent! hahahaa.

hmm there`s a lot more that happened but i just can`t seem to remember them. hehe. yeah. anyway, gotta rush, got some revision to do! nyeheheh. goodnight peeps! :D

P.S. Thanks BEABABYBESTIE for bringing me to the event today. hehehe. i certainly had an awesome time with you! eventhough we always never fail to lose our way a lot. HAHA. yeapyeap, happy bestieday in advanceeee yaw! I HEART YOU! :)

P.P.S. Bestieday is tomorrow! hehehe. lesbesties! (L)

and i will keep the rain from falling down into your life.

she`s the girl who never fail to make me smile.

lady : are you guys sisters?
both of us : nopenope.
lady : then are you guys bestfriends?
both of us : yeahhh. hahaha.

bestfriends. (:

hehehe random jungle inside the exhibition hall.

National Day Hols

2009-08-14T16:51:00.007+08:00

hey guys! lol. so sorry for the belated post.
couldn`t find time for an update. yeah. but today is friday so yeah, everything`s awesomeeee. i feel so free la. haha.

by the way, here are some pics from batam trip! hehe.

there`s a ghost behind us. scary much?

the hotel room was damn nice we just can`t stop camwhoring LOL!

all the single ladies (put a ring on it).

yeap then we had some kind of cultural events. and there were many models who were dressed up in different wedding costumes. LOL. coolness.

i love riding in the ferry! hahah. the ferry that we took was so much better than the one i took during the batam trip with the choir peeps. HAHA.

JCO donuts on the table wooooooo~

Paklong! HAHAHA. Nope, not his motorcycle. Just trying on that thangg.

check out those gold leggings yaww. HAHAH.

me and mummy. :D

pretty pretty people =)

sis with paklong.

me with my bestest uncle everrrrr. haha. Mas Kamiiiiiiil!

i love you nenek! =D

i heart the hotel.

may i take your order, ladies?

MUMMAYE :D

by the pool.

no smoking please. teehee.

breakfast was damn awesome.

LOL yeahh there were too many pictures to be posted up! i didn`t upload all, of course. hahaha. yeah, i had an enjoyable time in batam. did little shopping as there were nothing much to shop anyway. the seafood was awesomeee. i ate like, nobody`s business. HAHA. i guess i ate the most among the people there. i`m a fan of seafood! :)

hmm yeah. i`m so looking forward to going overseas again. haha. choir`s going to genting highlands this year, if i`m not wrong. and hopefully, taiwan (or issit south korea?) next year!! HAHA. okay nvm bout that. right nowww, i shall have to focus on studies! arghhh common tests are just next week. :X

alright, i`m going off now. LOL. goodbye people, and expect an update after the end of the common tests. hehehe. XOXO!

straight from my heart

2009-08-07T19:56:00.003+08:00

Hey everyone! Just a short update for this week, a promised long update on Monday. I`m gonna be going to Batam for 2 days with my beloved family tomorrow. Haha. Yay, finally a short break from school and all that. =D

This week went by pretty quickly, I think. Today`s Friday already! Had the National Day concert today. Was feeling kinda nervous up on stage, especially when I was standing in front. Eeeeek, I never ever wanna stand in front again. NEVER AGAIN. Haha. :P

Yupyup, this week was full of bloopers and stuffs. Hahaha. This week is kinda, photo-taking week? LOL. Charmian please delete my weird photos, thanks. Yeah, and I can`t seem to remember doing anything this week except yesterday`s event and today`s.

Oh during CE lesson yesterday, we dressed up Haofang as an orchid using recycled materials! LOL, hilarious much. Then I`m not sure why but Clarence ended up being dressed up and appeared on stage today. Whoa I have to admit Clarence look kinda sexy in his 'costume'. HAHA. It was damn funny please.

Yeahp then after school yesterday, went out to Hougang Mall with Bea and Charmian cuz they wanted to return their library books and Charmian had to buy red shirts for people. Yeah, before that, I accompanied Char to her house to take her books. LOL. Then she introduced me to a shop nearby, and I got something for Beaaaaaa. AHAHHA. Hope it`s to your liking. :)

Hehe. After that, met up with Bea again at Hougang Interchange. Had lunch and stuffs at Hougang Mall. Yeah. LOL. I don`t have the other pictures (charmian, send me k!), only have these. So... here we go.

Yup so after school today, went out with my sister to Orchard. Whoooo been so long since I been there. Yeahp, had an awesome time browsing through stuffs. Heehaw. Didn`t buy anything though. I was too fickle, couldn`t decide on which stuffs to buy. So, I ended up saving more money for rainy days.

Okay, have a pleasant holiday everybody! YAAAAAY Singapore`s gonna turn 44 soon. Have a great birthday, Singapore. :D

The Way You Make Me Feel

2009-07-31T19:27:00.007+08:00

Hey lovelies! [:

Been asked to update by people, so here I am! Hehehe. I`m sorry, I couldn`t find the time to update it. Been real busy with school and homeworks. And studies are getting harder to cope with because the new topics seem difficult! RAWR.

Haha. Okay, gonna start from last Saturday. Went out with Atiqa and Ahsun for lunch! Ate at Macs at Bedok Reservoir there. We did quite a lot of catching up, teehee. Been long since we crapped endlessly together yaw. Oh and I`m proud to say, I`m officially taller than Ahsun! HEEEEE. I know she`ll be mad at me after reading this. :X

Yup, after that we went to Bedok Library to waste our time. LOL. We didn`t read or touch any books. Just camwhored in the library, you know? Yeaaaah. HAHA. We went off at about 5. :D

you can`t see me.

priceless picture.

coz it don`t matter if we`re crazy or not. (sing it to the Black or White tune by MJ)

ahsun was way too engrossed in her ice-cream i tell you.

atiqa, ahsun, aini [:

HAHAHA formal plus informal picture. very contradicting, if you get whut i mean. :P

Hmm then on Monday after school, went out with bestie to AMK hub. She wanted to get a file from ArtBox. Since I had all the time in the world on my hand, I accompanied her. Heheee. It was so fun and we crapped a lot. But I can`t seem to remember anything except for in the Popular, I said something very wrong at the wrong time to the wrong people. HAHA. Yeah. Then we ate at Macs and bestie had the shaker fries. It`s damn cool laaaaa. Shake shake. Yeah. Then both of us bought 8 Days (HAHAA) coz Megan Fox was on the cover LOL.

Tuesday, had drama! Whoots. It`s quite fun coz we have to do a story-telling of the Three Little Pigs story to the different type of audience such as kids from Hi-5, CEOs, aunties and uncles from kopitiam, people who can`t understand English, aliens. Awesome.

Hmmm then on Wednesday, ate chocolate muffins (bought from the E3s) after school with bestie. HAHAHA. It tasted wonderfoooool! =D Yummylicious.

hahhaa bestie looks like an angel! but that doesn`t make me a demon.. hehe.

the yummylicious muffins + the most awesome bestfriends HAHA.

we`ve got muffins, do you want some?

Yesterday had choir after school! HEHEEE and we will be singing ‘We Will Get There’ and this year`s National Day theme song for the performance, if i`m not wrong. HAHA. It`s fun, I stood beside Liyana and HAH it`s the first time I saw the crazy side of hers. Teehee! Oh and had HomeEc. We baked queencakes. HAHAHA. I gave Engsiang my share of the muffins coz I was lazy to bring it home. LOL. And I heard he`s got a stomachache due to eating the corn muffins (exchanged with huiling) HAHAHAHAHHAHA. So I`m thankful I didn`t bring it home to eat.
=P

Toooooooday wasn`t too bad. For CE, we had to make a superhero mascot out of the recycled materials and my group did a flat-chested yellow bikini superwoman. LOL-ness! Yup. After school, went home straight. Haaaa.

Alright, I gotta get back now. Have a pleasant weekend yohh and umm, have an awesome Friday night. Heeeeee (:

RACIAL HARMONY DAY

2009-07-24T19:09:00.003+08:00

Hey guys!
I`m really really sorry for not updating my blog for so many days. Teehee. I was tired and lazy. But guess whut, it`s Friday today! So I`m free to update now since there`s no school tomorrow. Hehe. :)

Alright, we had the Racial Harmony Day celebration on Tuesday! Yeah. I wore a Chinese ethnic dress. Bought it from Bugis, HAHA. It did look kinda weird on me. Bestie looked awesome! Hahaha. She wore a traditional Filipino dress. Damn nice. (:

And yeah, got another DC slip on that day because we were late. LOL. Charmian came late. And we waited for her. So… yeah. And guess what, I did my DC today for 2 hours! Haha. Was with Charmian and we were like damn bored in the room. We scribbled on papers like nobody`s business.

Okay yup, practically Racial Harmony Day was okay. Everyone looked great! Ms Nur made everyone in the class to wear a costume each, but ended up only like, 28 people wore. Haha. We took class photos! But I don`t have it with me, sadly. LOL.

the HMT clan. HAHA. :D

cikgu ismail didn`t turn up on that day so the whole class kinda, camwhored ;D

Bea bestieeee looks awesome yo. :DDD

on a youth`s day

2009-07-12T11:34:00.005+08:00

Last Monday was Youth`s Day! Yeahh. Mummy decided to take half a day`s off just to go out with her youths! Woots. You gooo mummy! (:

Shopped around at Bugis with sis whereas Mummy watched Transformers 2 with my bro. Haha! I kinda, spent a lot. But, I`m not regretting, baby! HAHA. =D

I wore my playsuit! Sis wore her floral shirt + chiffon skirt! :D

Unglam plastic bag.

She`s DA woman.

He`s my brother =D

& we are sisters! (:

Camwhoring on the busy streets of Bugis can bring joy to us!

Close-up!

Define retarded-ness. :P

where are my keys? i lost my phone.

2009-07-12T11:17:00.002+08:00

Find my title familiar? HAHA. It`s taken from Just Dance! LOL. And.. why did I write that? You must be thinking, oh this cow is being random again! I must say that you`re wrong! LOL. Answer is...

I just lost my phone yesterday.

But I didn`t start dancing though. HAHA. Who would be so crazy like Lady Gaga as to dance around when she`s lost her phone?! Okaaaaaay. :/ Yup, so there goes my almost a month-old phone. AHHHHHHHHH. I miss chu real bad! I feel like I`ve just lost my life.

And you know where I lost it? In JB. So even if someone found it, they probably won`t bother to send it back to SG. ARGHHH. MY PHONEEEEEEEE. Start killing me people! Why must I be so friggin` careless?! And I just lost my new ez-link too. Double joy?

I think there`s something seriously wrong with me. I keep losing the most important things/people. Uh-huh, so let me say it out loud ; year 2009 is the worst year in my whole entire life. And it hasn`t even ended yet! RAWRRRRRR.

I`m pretty sure there are other unfortunate incidents awaiting me.

Damsel in distress, I was. Okaaaaay, maybe right now too! Err-hum. Now I seriously don`t know if I can survive without a phone for...a few days? So, people, if you wanna contact me urgently, call my house phone yaw! LOL.

krazi kangaroos

2009-07-04T13:06:00.003+08:00

Hey all! The pic above is a belated one. My sis looking her best after her Social Nite` event. We camwhored at the backseat of the car whereas our uncle and cousin were in front. HAHA. :D

Okay, back to the latest updates. School has started once again! Yeahp. Been a week already and I`v gotten used to it. Hahaha. The first week was really slack but fun! Sadly, bestie fell sick and didn`t come for three days straight. Awws. Hope you get better soon okay!

So this term, we`re starting on HomeEc and Music. For music, we will be playing the keyboard! Awesome? LOL. I totally have a teeny weeny knowledge regarding the keyboard so I hope I`ll get something out of this course! :D For HomeEc, we were supposed to bake pizza on Thursday but Ms Lim decided on theory instead! Awwhhie. But yeahp, theory was still fun though! Was assigned to sit beside Nicky and Engsiang. LOL. Sick people.

Oh yeah, we are having DRAMA too! Yeahh, love it to the max. It`s gonna be on every Tuesday. Yup. The first lesson was okay, not much moving about and stuffs. We`re gonna concentrate on Shakespeare this time. Woots. :)

So, I have been spending 78.5% of my time in the classroom in school this week. LOL. Sang songs with Jeslin, Shina and Shaowen. HAHAHAH. Very funny la. And we sang/made actions of Nobody to almost everyone in class. Super LOL-ing. I even sang to Mdm Nita, Miss Nur and Miss Farhana. LOL!! :X

Yeah. Lazy to elaborate more. Yupyup. And I can only use the computer on weekends. Okay, sometimes on weekdays but that`d be rare. Soooo.. next update shall be on next week? HAHA.

Enjoy your Youth Day/weekends people! :)

coz they`re irreplaceable (to the left to the left)

2009-06-25T14:53:00.006+08:00

{EDITED}
Hello! :D

Right now, I`m attempting to finish all the online assignments.
LOL. So, school is starting. Arghh, I have to get used to waking up early again. How sad.

Gonna be so busy when school starts, I think. Hmm.

I miss school a lot. HAHA. That was kinda unexpected. But yeah, I miss going to school.
I miss my bestie most! HAHAHA. BEALIZA JF! You must be so honoured, right? Mooahahhaha.
Cowie misses her piggy! :)

And something random - I MISS HONEYBUNNY KATHERINE MCPHEE! HAHA.
Okay, I`m so crazy coz I made her sound like my close friend HAHA. okay next.

I MISS ARIELLL. Been so long since I saw you. Why never come for camp huh! :(
HAHA. Yeahp, and I miss the whole choir la! Especially the graduating seniors. =)

AND I MISSSS ATIQA DIANA BINTE {iforgotwhat}! RAWRRRRR. Must catch up really soon yaw. Miss ahhhhhhsun too! And um, La Donutz, if they even still exist now. Heheh. =D LOVEE.

Last but definitely not the least - I miss someone I love really badly, but sadly, I can`t see him again. I MISS MY GRANDPA!!! :( :( :(

Yeahp, I really hope he`s in a better place now. Hope he`s in a happier place, eventhough we are all crying in misery in this world. Just know that we love you so much and do visit me in my dreams okay! HEARRRRTS.

see how cute he is?!!

yesterday was the 100th day. missing you more and more.

on a fathers` day

2009-06-23T15:32:00.003+08:00

HEYY PRETTY PEEPS.

Yeah, went out with cousins and uncle for a swim at Sengkang on Fathers` Day. Sadly, I couldn`t swim along with them because I was having it. Sucks right. LOL. Yeah, after swimming, we went to eat at Jalan Kayu! Ate a really cool restaurant, can`t remember the name. But it was air-conditioned! Double coolness. :D

CHOIR CAMP! :D

2009-06-22T12:36:00.004+08:00

Hey guys! :P
I`m back from choir camp, three days ago to be exact. Didn`t post straightaway coz I was so tired. Heheh. The camp was a blast la! Superduperrrrr awesomeness! Many thanks to the seniors and leaders! :)

On the first day of camp, we set off for the Singapore Discovery Centre. My second visit there. LOL. Then we were divided into groups and I was grouped with Saras, Diana, Zhiyong, Ruiting and Evon (?). And we were supposed to do tasks in order to complete the so-called Amazing Race kinda thing. LOL. We even did a Malay Dance. Super funny. And we did shooting! Whoa. I love holding the gun.

Then, at night, we were supposed to do a short performance. LOL! I got super high and sang and danced to Girlfriend. I know I looked like some kind of a fool but I enjoyed it! HAHA. Yeahhhh. After that, was the Scavengers` Hunt! School was pretty dark and scary. Woots, I like it like that. HAHA. It was super fun la, walking/running around at night.

After that, had the best bath ever - joking. LOL. After all that perspiring, felt so refreshed after bathing la.

We slept in the Performers` Lab. I was like, PHEWWWW and OHYEAHH there`s air-con! HAHA. At night, I was like crapping with Emily, Jessie, Zhiting and Germaine. Hahhaa. And they found out my dirty little secret – I get incredibly high at night! Nyeheheh. Slept only at 2am and woke up at 4.50am! Whoooo.

On the second day – can`t really remember what happened. I have really bad memory, I guess. LOL. But I remembered we had “Don’t Forget The Lyrics”. HAHA. Surprisingly, they played the song Girlfriend! I was like, HAHAHA. I also remembered getting high in the Performers` Lab and dancing around. And there were gays who pole-danced and stripped! HAHA. Hilarious stuffs.

Yeahp, so that was Choir Camp! Thanks loads to TIRTA for the superduper cute card and candies! YOU ROCK LA! I`m gonna miss you loads, you know?! HAHA. Must visit choir ALL THE TIME, okay? :D ILOVEYOU!

pictureeeeeeeeeees.
THANKS TO EMILY FOR THE PICTURES! :D

me and emily the strange! HAHA.

jessie, germaine, emily, zhiting and me. :D

woohooo. us again. (:

MOO AND MEOW! HAHA.

in the toilet or what? HAH.

half of jocelyn mummy, zhiting and meee. haha.

didn't think it would've been the last

2009-06-14T14:45:00.003+08:00

Was going through my archives since I had nothing better to do and I found... this.

ohmygoose. how could i forget. but anyways, it`s not midnight yet, so it ain`t too late for a...

BIRTHDAY WISH!

HAPPIEST 72nd BIRTHDAY MY BELOVEDDARLINGBESTESTCAN`T-LIVE-WITHOUT grandpa!!! I LOVE YOU ALOT! :D i don`t know if i ever could get on with life without you. you give me directions, love, concern. what more can i ask for? ILOVEYOU!

Posted on: Thursday, September 11, 2008
Posted at: 11:13 PM

so, i guess we won`t be celebrating his birthday anymore? sucha fool i am for not being able to notice it wouldv`e been his last. would have made it the best one for him.. if i`d known.

what about this year`s 11 sept?

i wanna hear you say my name

2009-06-11T17:35:00.006+08:00

HEYHEY EVERYBODEYY! :D
Sorry (once again) for not updating for umm, 5 days? HAHA. Well, here goes nothing!
Monday - Mummy`s Day Out!
Set off as early as 10.30am and off we were to ViVo! Nothing much to shop for because there weren`t much GSS in ViVo. LOL! Bought a headband at Forever 21 while Mummy bought shades! HAHAHA. She`s so cute la. Then we bought urm, so-called manicure sets. I love the promoter! She`s cool. Hahaha. After that, we spent almost an hour in Daiso. Cheap stuffs! :)

pictures credit to sis! :)

Tuesday – HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICKY!
Had choir in the morning. We practiced the AYG theme song and dance moves. Had fun dancing with the rest, LOL. Zhiting rocked the Music Room with her cool hip-hop moves. And apparently, we are all mastering the moves. Hahaha. It`s not so easy as it seems okay.
After choir, met up with Azzy cuzzy! Haha. We went to eat lunch and went presents-hunting! LOL. Went into random shops in a particular mall I shall not state for obvious reasons. Yeahp. Took some pictures along the way. Haha. :P

Wednesday, yesterday – HAPPY BIRHTHDAY TO AHSUN & ENGGY! :D

Celebrated Ahsun`s birthday with Atiqa and of course, the birthday girl. Surprised her at her door-step. Her reaction was priceless, I tell you. LOL! Anyway, headed for Hougang Mall and we simply browsed around the shops. Nothing much. Passed Engsiang his birthday present there too. Yeah. After that, our stomachs grumbled. So, off we were to Compasspoint for Pizzahut! By the way, I hope Ahsun weren`t embarrassed or annoyed because I sang the birthday song to her for countless times. HAHAH. Thought it would spice up her birthday or something. Hehehe.

After that, we headed for Bugis! LOL. We walked a lot there. Yeah, I`m lazy to elaborate more. But I had a totally marvelous time with my girlfriends and hope that the birthday girl enjoyed the day too! For now, we shall let the pictures speak, yea?

this took an hour ; blogger screwed up on me.

2009-06-06T16:46:00.004+08:00

HELLO SEXY PEOPLE! (:

Very sorry for not updating these few days. Didn`t touch the computer for two days. YEAH. What an achievement, eh? So here I am, with a few stories to tell. Don`t I sound like your grandmother? HAHA.

Okay, last Tuesday night, my uncle had an experience with a ghost. Pontianak? HAHAH. Naww, I don`t know. He didn`t see, but could feel its presence. He was on his way home, at around 12 midnight. He took the lift. Went inside and pressed ‘5’. The lift went up to the fourth storey but the door didn`t open. Instead, it went down to the second storey and the door opened immediately. Usually, the door would take like, five seconds to open la. But in this case, it opened straightaway. My uncle felt goose-bumps all over him and he felt so strange. He told (whoever it was) to stay away from him and quickly pressed ‘5’ again. He came home and my grandma told him to wash his face immediately so that the ‘thing’ wouldn`t recognize his face after that.

Basically, that`s it. So scary la! I wouldn`t dare take the lift alone at night again… LOL. Oh anyway, my grandma`s friend told her that her neighbour had seen a hunched-back old lady in white passing by their house late at night – around 2 am. And the thing is, he lives in the second floor. OOOOOHLALA.

OKAY. Enough with the ghostly stuffs. Now, I shall talk about the besties outing! We met up on Wednesday morning and off we were to Marina Square and then to Suntec City. LOL. Spent a long time in Diva and finally decided on a pair of BESTFRIENDS necklace. It`s so cute la! And cheap. HAHA.

Oh and we rode on this Mini-Rider thingy and ohmy, it rocks our buttocks! HAHAHAH. We were practically screaming and having fun inside. It was a very bumpy and shaky ride, eh bestie? LOL! Initially, we thought we couldn`t fit inside because we only see little kids aged five to eight riding them. Yeah, it took us very long to decide on riding it. HEHE. :P

Yeah, we did lots and lots of walking till our feet became sore. We also got lost! All because we couldn`t find the MRT station. RAWRRRR. Marina is really huge la. Anyway, we took a bus and it took us around Orchard. I was kinda panicky in the bus because I needed to get home early. But pheww, we reached Dhoby Ghaut station on time. LOL!

I had an awesome time with bestie!!! I know she did too. HAHAHA.

BEA : noooooo, my eyes are painful in the sunlight.
AINI : let`s just try one photo, please?

HAHA. just one... :D

in Suntec City. :P

My expression goes to bestie, touching someone`s butt. HAHA.

Showing off our necklaces. =P

Showing off necklaces part two. *evil grins*

Anyway, the next day, had choir. Finally, choir! But, no sec fours! Awws. Can`t wait for the choir camp la! I know it`s gonna be fantastic! HAHA. After choir, went to buy my grandma a rose. LOL. Met up a while with bestie after that. Haha.

met up with bestie for a while after choir. look, we`re wearing our besties necklace!

a roseyy for my grandmama! i love her! (:

ALRIGHT. DONE! (:

oh hello i think you`ve got the wrong person

2009-06-02T18:28:00.002+08:00

HELLO. :<

Oh yes, that`s a sad face. No, actually, it`s not. It`s just a smiley with a moustache. Cool right! I mean, you know you`ve never heard of one.. Right, who am I kidding. Nobody, yeahh, nobody. HAHA. That looks like a songieeee! Nobody, yeahhh nobody (sings in Jai Ho tune)!!!

I`m bored thus I`m crapping. I need some chips. I need ice-cream! Naww, joking. I just ate like, 10 scoops of em` yesterday. HAHA. I still remember, one time, Ms Cher made the class participate in a quiz. LOL. Then one of the options were, "I snack when I`m feeling blue" and that is soooooo me la. No, no, joking. Ohh.. no I`m not.

Couldn`t get to sleep last night. Was leaning against the window and enjoying the cooling night breeze - NOT. It was a freaking hot night. So I looked down. I saw my grandfather`s car. And it all came back... it will never stop.

Went to the toilet. Felt uber guilty because I messed up with the jelly stickers on the wall - my grandfather had made a so-called clown face with them but my itchy fingers messed it up (i didn`t know he did that until my grandma told me) and it would never look the same again. I tried to piece it back together again but it looks so wrong. Very wrong.

Then, decided to catch America`s Next Top Model on telly. It was the season finale! No offence, but the winner was pretty (ugly). HAHA. But I guess it`s the personality that made her win, eh? Suddenly, someone called my phone. LOL! And guess who - it was Shafiq! He was conferencing with some other people and apparently, added me in. I was so clueless and all, and actually believed they were having a mixed-gender slumber party. Must be joke right! HAHAHA.

Read a bit of "Am I right OR Am I right" after that. It`s a teen novel, btw. I know, the title sounds pretty bitchy. HAHAHA. :B Finally managed to get a good night`s sleep. Woke up really late today. :/

Went to meet my sis after her driving lesson ended and off we were to Serangoon! Nyeheheh. We went to check out a really cool place, it`s called the Family Store. LOL! They sell thrifted items and vintage stuffs. Didn`t see anything I like, though. Or maybe, I just wanted to save money for other outings! That reminds me, BESTIEDAY OUTING tomorrow! :D

heyy-eyyy-eyy, goodbyeeeee!

it`s a matter of time

2009-05-29T18:13:00.007+08:00

then i was like, "sanitary what?" ms cher replied instantly, "PAD! hahaha."

So as you all know, today was the last day of school. And yeahh, miss cher had left bowen to continue with her course in SMU. I don`t know why I felt so damn sad and even broke down. Probably because I saw her crying and started crying too. Haha.

Bleahh, I`m always like this, only treasuring someone after they`re gone. I hate myself for that.. Anyway, Ms Cher wrote each of us a card, so sweet la! And gave us candies! We gave her a hug and took pictures. We are all missing her! :(

Anyway, got back results today. Eeek, hate it. LOL. But I`m determined to improve! Haha. :/

Okay, have a great June Holidays people! It`s like the Great Singapore Sale season and yeahh, you get what I mean. Spend the holidays wisely! Mooahahahaha. :D

you`ve got a smile that could light up this whole town.

2009-05-28T18:32:00.001+08:00

Hey guys, really sorry for not updating recently! Yeah, was pretty exhausted by the time I reach home from school thus, no strength to update. BUTTT I`m feeling rather hyper right now so I`m gonna work with my brain to flashback on the happy happenings these days.

Monday - 25th May

One of the slackiest times in school ever. Yeah, seriously, we didn`t have any lessons except for a bit of maths. Hehe. So… me and bestie decided to camwhore! HAHAHAHA. Many funny and stupid poses included ; they simply made our day la! And bestie apparently found me weak points and she kept doing them. She stretched her ears real hard and rubbed her fingers against the paper. AHHHHHH, it`s just so scary? :X

Yeap, for the last few lessons, Ms Cher came in and we started playing taboo with her. It`s really fun la! I was paired up with Bea and we were supposed to make others guess the word. And guess what the word was? PAD. Yes, you know, pads. LOL! So I simply said ‘sanitary’ (it wasn`t one of the taboo words) and Ms Cher got it! HAHAHAHA. I guess the guys either don`t know or were too shy to say. LOL.

Uh-huh, so the day went pretty well and both of us felt awesome. Hahaha. Crapping and fooling around the whole day.

Then, we were briefed about the EL camp the following day. Totally not looking forward to it because it`s like, the sectwos had to stay in school and learn about some stupid stuffs about English while the others went out of school for their post-exam activities. But.. lemme tell you, the EL CAMP WAS A BLAST!!! Yeah I`m gonna write down what I can remember, okay? But seriously, words can never express how much fun we had! (:

BEA : No Aini, it`s wrong to smoke.

awww.. isn`t this just sweet?! i love my bestie!

we were supposed to act like we were depressed. mission succeeded.. or not?

OMG THE SKY IS FALLING!

don`t mess with us.

i look like a cuckoo LOL bestie`s as sweet as usual. :P

Tuesday - 26th May (1st day of camp)

Wished Emily a birthday greeting first thing in the morning. Yeahp, got ready for school and stuffs. Wore class tee and kinda prepared myself for the EL camp. Haha. Met up with bestie at Bowen bus-stop. Hehe.

Soon, the sec twos, with a very bored face, went up to the LT for an introduction to the camp. We thought it was really gonna be boring la. Btw, I was grouped with Mandy, Eng Siang, Namira, Daphnie, Kenny, Metta, Charmian, Haofang and Angus. Haofang came late on that day hence he didn`t played with us for the games.

We were to come up with group names and cheers. Yup, we were in Group G. Thus, we named our group, GUGU GAGA! We took kinda long to come up with that group name. Many names came up like Gangsters, Ghosts, Graveyards, Gays and more. LOL! But I think our group name really suits our group because we were a bunch of very crazy and hyper peeps who loves to have fun!

The councilors, did a fantastic job teaching us the cheers! They were a hyper lot! (:

Yeap, we started to feel high right after the games started! I love the games very much la! Especially ‘Don’t Forget The Lyrics’! It was soooooo damn fun I wished we could be in the AVA room all day long! Haha. Btw, my group chose Just Dance by Lady Gaga and Apologize by Timbaland. HAHAHAHA! We grabbed the mikes and started singing like no one`s around. Namira and me rocked the whole room! Mandy and Charmian danced too. LOL. It`s so damn fun! (:

We played many games la, there were ten stations. It was something like ‘Amazing Race’. They gave us clues and we have to locate the place. We had fun running around with and without shoes! HAHAHAHA. We balanced the ping-pong balls with a spoon at the field, came up with a tongue-twister in the canteen, arranged the story lines in the library, made a short skit advertising the scotch-tape and eraser in the performers` lab, did our spellings outside the NPCC room, played taboo in the CABIN, came up with acrostic poems for Ms Wang at the foyer, played freeze and guess at the student`s hub and water parade at the canteen!

YEAAAAAH. It was countless fun, fun and FUN!!! We were the second to reach the LT, The Toots were first. However, our points calculated up to an AWESOME eighty-seven points!!! Yeah, we were leading on the first day. The other groups did great too!

Then GUGU GAGA and the HORNIES (dawn`s group) were combined to create a short 5-min skit on the theme, ‘Discrimination’. LOL. We did something about the comparison between the biasness towards the different sexes in the olden days and the modern day. Yeap, we were supposed to perform on the next day.

Wednesday – 27th May (2nd day of camp)

Met up with bestie at her bus-stop, we thought we`re gonna be late because we missed a bus, which was my fault. LOL. But yeah, we didn`t. Thank God. :D

Basically, we were given time to practice our skit and eventually we performed in the LT. I love the skit whereby the Elmo and Fatty Fools did on LOVE. Really hilarious la, especially the Sissy Romeo, Gabriel. -___-

The E3`s skit had a rape scene in it! HAHAHAHAHA gosh, it was damn funny?!?! They`ve got the whole crowd cheering non-stop. HAHA. And the E5`s skit was nice too! Erm, it was about the betrayal of the son and the dad. Mafia gangs and the cops were cool. LOL.

After school, the sectwos were supposed to go to the Soccer Girls Finals at the Republic Poly. Yeah, me and bestie had an awesome time, although we couldn`t really be together at the stadium as she were to play the saxophone with the other band peeps. But yeah, we got crazy and sang in the bus, really really LOUD. LOL! :X

At the stadium, everybody was really hyper and all. Joined Mandy, Dawn and Kitty and gosh, we had an awesome time cheering for BOWEN SOCCER GIRLS! Our school band played great (yay bestie!) and yeah, our never-ending cheers did not come to a waste because… BOWEN SOCCER GIRLS WERE THE NATIONAL CHAMPIONS!!! They played against Siglap Sec and it was a totally tough fight. Michelle played great as the goalkeeper, superduper awesome saves! Shaowen was awesome too!!! :D

Yeah, it was damn fun, although we were under the hot blazing sun. Sang in the bus again on the way home with bestie and some other peeps like nammy, kitty, dawn and mandy. Hahaha. FUN!!! (:

TODAY! – 28th May

Got the results for the EL camp and GUGU GAGA came in third!!! We were really happy la! But Mandy said something really nice and touching, winning doesn`t really matter as long as we had fun – and we certainly did! I LOVE THE GUGU GAGAs! We are the GAS! HEHEHEHEH. Mummy Mandy rocks la, the best leader. We should really thank her for our victory so THANK YOU MANDY!!!! =D

I`m too tired to type more as you can see. So I`m ending this off here. HAHA. Have a nice day people! LOVELOVE! (:

I LOVE GUGU GAGA! (:

love feels like a battlefield.

2009-05-21T17:48:00.003+08:00

In school today, celebrated Kitty`s birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SUGARCANDYKITTY! I love the cake Nammy bought - pure awesomeness. It was mint chocolate. Anyway, hope you like our present, birthday girl! (:

Got back overall results for Science, Geog and LifELit. Pretty contented with all, especially LifELit. Haha, it was the only A1 I got. Pathetic much? I`m gonna make a time-table for myself for the June Holidays. Gonna have a studyin` good time! But I`m not so motivated to study but ohwell, we`ll see. HAHA.:X Okay AINI! No more slacking already. This year is STREAMING!!!

Oh oh and bestie finally came to school today! Haha. Still as crazy as ever, I guess, except she coughs more often. LOL. Hope your throat gets better soon! As per normal, sent bestie home and finally, I won today! Nyeheheheh. :X

Anyway, we watched Shakespeare`s Romeo and Juliet film today during LifELit! The show seems kinda boring at first but got better eventually. Couldn`t really comprehend what they`re saying and Charmian became our translator since the subs were in chinese. HAHA. And there were many kissing parts in the show... typical Romeo & Juliet. LOL. It`s like sooooooo love at first sight. And I don`t really such things really exist. Hahaha.

Yeahp, apparently nothing much happened. My sis is baking chocolate chip cookies now. Love the smell! HAHAHA. Okay, gotta go off now. Byebye! :D

from the tear that flows.

2009-05-21T17:27:00.002+08:00

I tend to ask myself this really simple question, "Are you really happy?" and guess what? I can`t seem to answer it. I feel guilty whenever I tend to feel happy - so that makes me unhappy. Looks like I still hasn`t got over his departure...

So I was at the hairdresser and I was suddenly reminded of you. I still remember vaguely, how you once brought me to a hairdresser and waited for her to finish cutting my hair. Then, you bought me ice-cream from the ice-cream man. How can I not be reminded of you when my life revolves around you? How can I not feel sad without you around?

I am full of regrets. I know I`m not supposed to feel this way but I can`t help it. Maybe that`s just life. I regretted not coming to the hospital on the day before you died. If I had, I would have been able to hear your voice and talk to you for the last time, maybe? There I was, at home. Awaiting for my mother`s call. I was expecting good news or something. But.. it turned out to be the worst phone call of my life, ever.

Please come back. I miss you too much. :(

NEW WORD - ZEXY!

2009-05-20T17:14:00.004+08:00

HEY ZEXY PEOPLE!

Why zexy? No, no. It`s just a random word I saw while flipping through Nammy`s Seventeen magazine. SO ZEXY! Anyway, bestie didn`t come for two days already and I`m missing her badly! I think I`ve said this many a million times but umm, hope you recover from your sickness soon and we`ll get crazy and crappy again! :)

Oh and by the way, got back most of the exam paper results. Did kinda badly for maths and DT, got borderline passes. & Mdm Lim returned us back our science papers today, however the last section, section C was unmarked. So uh, we only got back section A and B. Was overwhelmed with happiness when Mdm Lim said I improved! Yeah, because all along, my Science sucked big time. For LifELit, we only got back Paper 2 and I was pretty happy with my results. Thought I`d do badly because the poetry part was a killer. :X Kinda worried for streaming though.

Now, let`s move on to other stuffs. Haha. Since Monday was a marking day, asked my sister out for shopping! Coincidentally, my brother had a day off from his camp and decided to follow us. HAHA! We headed for Bugis Street for some awesomely cheap thrills!

I had fun, walking around aimlessly, browsing through the cute dresses and shirts. Haha. And it was that day, really, that I found out my brother likes to shop. LOL. Maybe it`s the influence from his girlfriend? Hahaha. Okay, I wished I brought more money with me because I ran out of money in just 1hour! Bought jeans and a shirtdress. Gahhhh. I`m so going there again next time. Missed those zipper dresses!  Oh and my brother bought a slogan tee which wrote “Arms are for hugging”. Okay, no comments. :X

Oh and I kinda regretted for not going bowling with the choir. Heard they had an awesome time too! Hahaha. And Rachel, I LOVE YOU! You should know why if you`re reading this. ;)

PICTOOOOORES! C:

this looks weird and funny but i love my sis!

okay the sun was glaring at us hence my expression.

HAPPY BESTIEDAY! :D

2009-05-16T16:30:00.005+08:00

Woohoo, HAPPY BESTIEDAY bestie! :)

Had a great day yesterday with bestie. Hahaha. We had lunch at Pizzahut and of course, had a great time making a fool of ourselves! HAHAHHA.

Anyway, my intention of going to PizzaHut yesterday was to celebrate the end of exams AS WELL AS celebrate bestieday in advance! Hehehe. It`s so funny la. I think you`re right, we`re not meant for restaurant... yet. HAHA! Only both of us know the sticky situation we never fail to get ourselves into when paying the bills. LOL. But, I had fun though! And right now, I`m trying to overcome my abhorence for mushrooms, just for you! Maybe, one day, we might even buy one bag full of button mushrooms and devour them while sitting down on the smooth and wet green grass as we star-gaze in the night. HAHAHAHA speak of awesomeness. I`m so full of drama here.

New York New York and Pastamania for our future outings! LOLOLOL. Awesome stuffs. Eeeek, I have to get used to raising my hand when ordering foods. HAHA. :D And bestie! You should`ve helped me too la! HAHHAHA. I knew I looked like a fool saying "YA" to everything the waiter said. LOL!!!

"You want chilli or ketchup?"
"Yeahh."
"You want both?"
"Yeah."
*hands our table both chilli and ketchup*

HAHAHHAHAHHHAHAHA. Am I just plain dumb or whaaaaaat. LOL! Okay, nvm. I shall really dig my ears real hard next time. Mooahahhahaha. :P

I HAD A FANTABULOUSFANTASTICAWESOMEJOYFULTERRIFIC TIME YESTERDAY ALRIGHT! :D & I know you did too!

{extracted from bestieblog}

Bestie`s Spicy Chicken Baked Rice. (:

LOL. My very cheeeeeeesy sausage baked rice. Only ate like, half of it. :X

P.S: BESTIEEEEEEEE!!! GET WELL SOON OKAY! LOVE YOU!

just breathe slow.

2009-05-14T14:49:00.002+08:00

I`m feeling so awesomely superb right now. Why? Of course, exams are practically over!!! Hahaha. Except for the fact that there`s art tomorrow. Eeeeeeeek, i`m so gonna have oil pastels all over my body. LOL.

I can`t wait for the June Holidays! Really need a break, i guess. A lot had happened lately and I guess I still need more time to heal those little wounds. Gosh, doesn`t reality just suck? HAHA. Who am I kidding... HAHA :X

Just finished spamming the class tagboard with Kitty and Nammy, haha! We are random and crazy people, i guess? LOL! And hohoho, somebody`s birthday`s coming up... *winkwink*

Come to think of it, there are many birthday babies during this month! HAHAH. The Month of Maying (choir song). ARGH I miss choir! LOL. (:

Okay, I`m bored and I wanna go out tomorrow! BESTIE! Pizzahut, please! MOOAHAHHA (X

First day of exams a.k.a awesome day!

2009-05-08T20:07:00.004+08:00

Heyhey! :) I`m feeling rather good right now. Haha. Today was the starting of exams! Yeap, LifELit exam. Paper 1 was rather okay but I have absolutely no comments about Paper 2. It`s difficult for me! Especially the poetry part. Difficult to comprehend. ARGH. But, it`s oveeeeeeeeer, yay!

After exam had ended, nammy kept playing with MOMO. Hahaha! It looks so tempting, I feel like eating it! Sorry, keith! LOL. By the way, it looks a little like Tinky Winky. HAHAHA. I MISS TINKY WINKY! Just adore his cute little red handbag! He`s the first ever guy I know who carries a handbag la! God, he`s just too good to be true. HAHAHA.

Went out with bestie after school. Headed for hougang mall to have lunch. We were supposed to eat Macs but bestie wanted something healthier, so we decided to make do with QiJi! :) Ordered laksa again! HAHA. QiJi rocks! So many memories there...

Right after eating, we went to the library! LOL. But before that, we searched for Mother`s Day gifts. Nothing caught my eyes. I guess I`m gonna make my mummy a card, instead. Went home after that and i lied straight on the couch. Fell asleep. Was really exhausted, i guess. What`s more, with this kind of SUPERHOTHOT weather. :X

Oh my cows, I`m really addicted to 'DEWI', an indonesian tele-drama on RCTI. Rianti Cartwright rocks to the core la! And I just found out that she was the lady who starred as Aisha in 'Ayat-Ayat Cinta'. Woohoo, damn pretty! (:

Hahaha, we read a book, you see! LOL, but it didn`t last...

did you see a cow? and did you see a piggy? (X

THE PAPER WE SCRIBBLED ON! :D

Alright, I`m done heeeeeeeeere. So long and goodnight! :D

just let it fall.

2009-05-06T19:09:00.004+08:00

Had breakfast today with five of the HMT girls at MacDonalds today! Too bad atikah overslept and can`t make it. :(Anyway, it turned out fun because we were like crazy people taking random pictures at random places! WOOTS! Hehehe. And I just found out that drinking iced milo early in the morning gives you stomachaches. NEVER again. Hahaha! :)

School was okay, we`ve got our class photos today! LOL. I looked so damn fake and ugly. But it`s okay, it doesn`t matter, I guess. Bestie looked damn pretty! HEHEHEHE. :D Oh and LifELit exam is this Friday and I barely know about what we`re gonna be tested on. *Panics*

During art lesson, scribbled on a piece of A4 paper with bestie and it turned out quite nice! We wrote and drew random stuffs on it. Hehe. It`s gonna be pasted in the bestiebook soon! :)

I`m so gonna make good use of my weekends and not slack. I`m gonna make it a fruitful one, and revise for the exams. LOL! I hope I can do it... HAHA! I need motivation and some inspiration and my grandfather, perhaps?

mirror mirror on the wall... :)

ta-dah! presenting to you the HMT girls and an extra sexy lady in the pic C:

rock & twist! :D

crazy people makes the world go insaneeeeee! :)

hahah, we were all supposed to look angry here. i looked like i was constipating! LOL!

WHOA.

2009-05-05T19:54:00.002+08:00

Hello there, pretty people! :D HAHA. Can`t believe I`m back here again... I suck at resisting temptations yo. But who cares! Okay, maybe just a few minutes longer... :X

School was average. Both HMT and Geog lessons today were pretty slack. Hehe. It`s fun la, chatting and playing during lesson periods, but then again, what`s the purpose of going to school? HAHA. D&T practical turned out quite fun today? Last lesson of D&T in this year! YAY! Hahaha! I`ll miss crapping & beetching around with dawnie! :)

Anyway, going to have breakfast with HMT peepos tomorrow! Haha. Can`t bring myself to wake up early tomorrow (late reporting day). But it`s okay. Think MacDonalds! Ohno, on second thoughts, I`ll get FAT-ter. HAHAHA. Wookayes, I don`t know what I`m convincing myself about. LOL!

Hmm, many people are going HIATUS and stuffs due to the preparations for the MYE. Should I do the same? HAHA, no. LOL. I`d love to but I can`t. :X AINI IS A BIG-TIME SLACKER! GRRRR HATE MYSELF.

Oh, and I`ve just found out that Ms Nur reads blogs. HAHA! She told us today. But I don`t think she`ll read mine anyway. HA-HA. She was like "I know some of you even watch movies twice a week uhh.. You`d rather spend that time studying right?" LOL! And then everyone made faces to jeslin. So pitiful, NOT! LOLOL.

Okay, it`s alrd 8.21pm. Gotta go to my granny`s house now! Goodnight pretty people! (:

you make me delirious.

2009-05-04T17:48:00.002+08:00

Oh no, I can`t believe Mid Years Exams are starting this.. friday? Well, I guess I`m gonna try to put in my best? I just can`t bring myself to focus on my studies fully, you know? It`s really difficult especially at a time like this. Little distractions made me a full-time slacker. But it`s okay, I`ll still try to concentrate on exams and mug? LOL.

And, what`s up with the swine flu? Another SARS-alike outbreak? Haha. The name sounds funny to me, but still, cool! Why don`t they call it the Pig Flu since the Berita Harian (Malay Newspaper) calls it Flu Babi? HAHAH. Can you imagine. I wonder if there`s gonna be a Cow Flu or something. Hehehe. :P

Okay, I don`t think I could joke with matters like this because it kinda seem serious! I was so shocked when I saw Ms Angie Goh wearing a mask while standing at the back-gate. LOL! My grandmother thinks that these people wearing masks are really really afraid of death... HAHA! I guess I`ll just accept it if death comes knocking on my door. I really wanna meet my grandpa again! I long to see his beautiful face, once again...

Right now, I`m missing a lot of people all of a sudden! Argh, choir friends. Can`t wait for Choir Camp! Ohmyg, it`s gonna be hella fun! But heeeeeey, I`ve to go through hell (examinations) first. HAHA.

If I were to count, I guess I have visited my grandpa`s grave 20 times or more so. Yeap, I love going there. It brings me closer to him, kinda. Hope he`d visit me sometime. Awhhs..

Anyway, walked bestie home today. Hehe, it`s fuuunn and we talked about many things. HAHA. She`s piggywoof and i`m cowiecat? LOL! And she made cats sound so un-innocent. It`s funny. I have a stubborn and playful bestie, do you? HEHE. :X BESTBESTBESTIE BEA! LOVEYOU! (:

Alright, i`m feeling homeworks. HAHA. Gotta go off now. Seeya! (X

spread the love.

2009-04-30T17:53:00.004+08:00

HEY THERE!

i would like to thank many of you for the heart-felt wishes and gifts for my birthday! like, those people who stayed up till 12 midnight just to wish me a happy birthday (emily, atiqa, jeslin, azzy). and many many others! you guys rock la! :D

anyway, school has been pretty busy nowadays. argh, teachers bombarding us with homeworks again. i barely have any time for revision! i don`t think i`m prepared for mid-years at all. but that`s okay, gonna make good use of my weekends for some preparations, i hope? i need inspiration to study...

oooooh, today was kinda fun! haha. i don`t know why, but i felt closer to bestie today. was kinda high in school and bonded with bestie a lot la. i love our seating position now! haha. yeap. anyway, i`ve got random pictures which i`ve just uploaded from my phone. hahah. happy times in school and with cuzzy! :D

dawnie in d&t class! mooahahaha! (:

nammy in hmt class! HAHAHA love you gal :D

two crazy lesbos in class! AHHAHA joking. love them!

HAHAHAHAH CRAZY PIC! lol this is funnaye, and idk why. haha LOVE YOU CUZZY! :D

i guess it`s time for tag replies!

2009-04-30T16:30:00.002+08:00

30 Apr 09, 15:03
EngSiang-Aini: Ok, as promised , i tagged ..^^
A: lol thanks for tagging! i was just joking anyw! (X

28 Apr 09, 20:38
tirta: ehem look who's taggin.
28 Apr 09, 20:38
tirta: but i scared copyright or smth. so i put dresses.
28 Apr 09, 20:38
tirta: actually i wanted to put lacy white crests. =]
A : HAHA! lacy white dresses! oooh i love laces! HAHAHA they`re preeeeetty. (:

28 Apr 09, 18:48
victor: hello random girl ; lol. didnt know it was your bdae today. since i'm here , happy bdae aini ! (: study hard for your mid years. all the best for streaming !
A : hahaha thank you! whaaaaaaaat seh. call me random girl. ahaha. anyway, thanks, you too, good luck for mid-years kay! hahas.

28 Apr 09, 18:13
GINA: HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVELY XD !
A : HAHA GINA! LOVE YOU! thankyous!

28 Apr 09, 17:06
NAMI(:: yo!! heh.. i'll send eu the photo tmr yea? (: smile!!
A : HAHAH THANK YOU SWEETIE! smilesmile too! (:

28 Apr 09, 15:49
CHARMIAN: heyys aini(: he may not be wif euu but he is always in your heart(:
A : thanks yeah! that`s nice of you. ;D

27 Apr 09, 22:25
tirta: so many cows man! i think it's enuff to provide u with life supply of milk.
27 Apr 09, 22:25
tirta: OMG. your bday is like the cow new yr or smth! haha.
A : HHAHAHA COW NEW YEAR! LOL, yeah i guess so. you want some milk anot? HAHAH!

27 Apr 09, 19:52
Emily: wow. you gt alot of COWS! HAHA.
A : lol yeah, love them! HAHAH. anyway, thanks for the gift! LOVE YOU!!!! :D

27 Apr 09, 18:23
[K]eit[H]: tags man . nice photos . man relink me xyourboy.bs
A : hahahha thankyoooooo! will relink soon la, hahaha! (X

26 Apr 09, 18:38
BEA: ooooh, and do you wanna see COWNI dance again? LOL.
26 Apr 09, 18:37
BEA: HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY, to you! LOL. woweee, i see the gift i gave you! haha. seems like mine`s one of the very few that aren`t cow-related. hehe. is that a good thing? {:
A : hahahhaha i wanna see it danceeeeee! LOLOL! hahaha yup, love your gift! :) haha, well, i have more than enough cows alrd! HAHAHA. love you bestie!

26 Apr 09, 18:26ATIQA: HAPPY BIRTHDAY. :D Wah, a lot of toy cows ah.. Haha.
A : hahahah why? you wanna play with them? HAHHAHAHA! thanks anyw!

26 Apr 09, 14:10
VIVIEN: HAPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY ! Im on time eh ? Or not! Ahhhhhh D:
A : LOL THANKS VIVI! yeahp, you`re on time. HAHAHHAA CHILLAX! LOL (:

26 Apr 09, 14:09
jingyi: happy birthday gal!
A : HAHAHHA THANKS LOVE! :D

26 Apr 09, 12:56
RICHELLE: woah , so many cows ;D
26 Apr 09, 12:54
RICHELLE: thanks aini ! (:
A : hahahah yup, you`re welcome. LOVE YOUR COW! hahahah the name`s richelle too (:

26 Apr 09, 12:39
jessie: i am so sorry ): i thik i have to give u a belated present le so sorry !! and i think i could not sen u a birthday msg wit my phone .. its spoilt ): anw .. I WISH YOU A HAPPY COWLY BIRTHDAY :D
A : aww thanks! it`s okay la, no need prezzies. hahahaha and yeah, THANKYOU! LOVE YOU! (:

26 Apr 09, 12:15
NAMI(:: ouhs.. i have the photo of the cake!
26 Apr 09, 12:10
NAMI(:: heys!! HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY!!! (:(:(:
A : HAHAHHA thanks! i`ve alrd stole the photo from your bloggy! nyehehehe. LOVEYOUGAL!

26 Apr 09, 08:47
FARHANAH: HEY AINI ! HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY ! ```` iguessihavetogiveyouabelatedbdaepresent'' oops . SORRY
A : HAHAHHA thanks yeaa! love you la! anyway, it`s okay dear! (:

25 Apr 09, 16:03
RACHEL` ;: HIEEEE. Oh and i saw the COWIE. HEHE. EARLY 1 DAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AINI. <3
A : mooahahahhaha yeah they`re together manz! SO CUTE LA! LOVE IT! love you more! HAHAHAH :D

birthday party in class! THANKS E2!

2009-04-25T11:51:00.003+08:00

yesterday was fun! during recess, bestie told me to accompany her to the toilet. she wanted to do her hair and stuffs. LOL. she`s so funny. when i told her i wanna go up to class, she was like "i want to drink more water!" or "i still wanna do my hair!" LOL. it was kinda obvious already...

then charmian went downstairs and was like "BEA! why you never wait for me. go recess without me..." sounded so fake, haha! then i entered the class and they were all like there, with the lights off and stuffs. they sang me a birthday song and gawsh, when i saw the cake, i was damn touched la. thank you guys! LOVE YOU GUYS like there`s no tomorrow. thanks alot to the eighteen people who contributed to the cake! and i love all the gifts! THANKS THANKS!

i forgot to take a picture of the cake! i think someone has it? hahah. but yeah, it tasted awesome!!! thanks thanks i love it! it`s an awesome party.

thanks to (for the suhhweet cake!) ;

Bea, Charmian, Jeslin, Shina, Mandy, Dawn, Karl, Haofang, Jingyi, Namira, Kitty, Keith, Kenny, Eng Siang, Clarence, Jasper, Nicky, Gabriel! (in random order!)

after the school, went out with bestie to hougang mall for a while. haha. she bought me another small cake specially for me! awws... so sweet! thanks a lot yeah! I LOVE YOU!!! hahah. then i treat her to bubbletea because i felt bad as she spent a lot on my bday! but the bubbletea brought disaster! HAHAHA. it spilt on us. oooooohmy. hahaha she said it was my birthday bash? LOL!

lol. after that, met up with rachel and liyana for a while. they gave me my birthday gift!! HAHA THANKS a lot to Rachel, Liyana, Riho and Gina!!!! YOU GIRLS ROCKS! LOVEEEEEE! (:

many thanks everyone! i was one happy girl yesterday. THANKYOU! LOVELOVE!

thanks haofang and jingyi! HAHAH you guys rocks! LOVE! (:

thanks to rachel, liyana, riho and gina! LOVEEEEEEEEYOUGUYS!

thanks to kenny, keith, charmian, nicky, jonathan, namira, haofang and gab for this cow!

richelle`s cow with the birthday greetings from the birthdaycakers! haha. you guys damn sweet!

TIRTA! you`re so funny and i love you! thanks a lot for the gift!

BESTIEEEEEEEEEE! thanks so much for everything!!! i love the cake and gifts! YOU ROCK LA! BFFNE FOREVERRRRR! :D

kenny`s so damn sweet!!! i love the card sooooooooo much! orange cowie loves crazy piggy!

sweet-as-sugar card! THANKS KENNY!

hahaha YAY thanks people! (:

aini cowie! HAHAHA (:

my best of friendsssssss! BEA & KENNY!!! LOVE YOU GUYS TO BITS AND PIECES!

me and kenny plus cownie! HAHAH

the last piece for... karl? hahahs.

MY LOVE! MY BFFNE! I LOVE YOU!

LOL! happy birthday everybody! HAHAHA im crazy!

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and tomorrow`s the birthday. but you`re not here with me.

SYF on 23rd April!

2009-04-24T20:39:00.007+08:00

HEYTHERE! :)

and SYF was just yesterday! choir got a silver! yeah, we were kinda down and all after they announced the results. we expected gold!! but it`s okay, we`re gonna work hard for the next SYF! oh and i think our new gown is okay but when they tied the umm sash around our waist, we looked kinda weird? LOL! :/

so umm yeah, choir had to meet at 0630am in school on SYF day. hahah. i woke up damn early and got pretty excited to go to school. hehe. dad sent me to school and i reached pretty early? i was kinda surprised to see many other early birds. hahah. then, at the canteen, RICHELLE called out to me and gave a cutecutecute cowie for my birthday! OMG i love it so much!!! richelle, i love you deaaaaar! :)

and we did warm-ups in the performer`s lab, and that really woke me up! haha. then, we practised our songs for a while and soon, everybody got ready for the big event! HAHA. everyone looked fab in their costumes! and all the girls had to put on make-up and stuffs. LOL.

then we took a bus to VCH and there we were!! all anxious and excited to perform. haha. mr foong was kinda calming us down. breathe in, breathe out. i was really scared because i`d be the first person to go up on stage! haha. it`s like, i`m leading them in. i was really afraid i`d trip on something and the judges would think "OMG so unglam. okay minus 10 points!" HAHA. okay, that sounded ridiculous. oh anyway, i think the judges looked so professional and one word, glamorous! hahaha. many were renowned and famous, i guess?

so anyway, there we were, up on the stage. getting ready for our first song. White Horses! i think it was okay. but definitely not our best. i feel it could`ve been better. but yeah, we were better than the previous school that performed that song. hehe. next song was Gao Shang Qing and umm it was not so good. LOL. then the third song a.k.a our BEST song, was superbly sang! HAHAH. according to mr. foong, it was our BEST ever dancing song! note that i keep stressing on the BEST. hahah.

after the SYF performance, we went back to school. anticipated for the results. deep down, i knew we deserved a gold. haha. anyway, we bonded in the music room and played games. haha. they sang for me a birthday song (THANKS!!!) and tirta gave a me a gift. thanks so much i love you la! i will miss you so much tirta! must come back every single day after you graduate okay? HAHA, i don`t care man. ;D

a few hours later, miss noraini announced our SYF results. LOL! yeah, silver. many were disappointed and all because deep down inside, we knew we deserved a gold!!! but yeah, the results aren`t so important anymore. silver, so be it. :)

as long as we`re all happy and enjoyed the process, it`s cool. i knew i had fun!! however, we`re gonna work really hard for a GOLD in 2 years time! hmm.. i hope i`d still be in choir by then? haha. okay, now it`s pictures time!!

haha girls just wanna have fun!

love you girls to the maximum! (:

i managed to take a picture with hypeeeer jessica! :D

I LOVE EMILY!

TIRTAAAAA MY LOVELOVEBESTBEST SENIOR! :)

WE LOVE CHOIR!

the memory i wanna forget is goodbye.

2009-04-18T20:56:00.003+08:00

HELLO LOVELIES! :D

i`m really sorry for not updating this really dead blog. been really busy with schoolwork, choir and stuffs. i am really bad at managing my time. :O

SYF is just next thursday! what are we aiming for? GOLD! yes, G FOR GOLD GOLD GOLD!!! hahaha. everyone`s working real hard what i`m working hard on now is my HEALTH. i`m not joking. many people are falling sick. this period is so called the "sick season"? LOL. i have to restrain myself from heavenly foods! hahahaha.

school has been kinda, manageable. mid-years are coming like in a week or so? i`m totally not prepared. i`m gonna work hard right after SYF, i promise!!! :)

next sunday, is gonna be pretty sad? i wished you were here...

oh and sorry jeslin for not being able to play for the netball inter-class! i wish for 2e2 all the best! you guys rocked! know something? 2E2 clinched the first position among the sec 2 cohort! we`re gonna strive for the class of the year award, alright!!! :D

i love my family. they mean so much to me.
you know nothing hurts like losing
when you know it`s really gone
except for the pain of choosing
to hold too long

time to get sQUEEZy :D

2009-04-10T18:18:00.002+08:00

Tagged by Jeslin, Keith, Gabriel, Charmian.

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
- My cheeks.
2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
- "OMG! I can`t wait to visit my grandfather!"
3. Who was the last person you took picture with?
- RACHEL ELMO! :D
4. Would you consider to be spoilt?
- Of course, by the right people. :P
5. Would you ever donate blood?
- Definitely.
6. Do you have a good friend of the opposite sex?
- Haha, yeah.
7. Do you want someone dead?
- I`m allergic to that word. So, it`s a no.
8. What does your last message say?
-"Eating sweets" HAHA.
9. What are you thinking right now?
- If my grandfather would visit me in my dreammies again.
10. Did you wish someone was with you right now?
- Totally.
11. What time did you go to sleep last night?
- 1045pm.
12. Where did you bought your t-shirt that you're wearing now?
- Erm, I can`t remember.
13. Is someone on your mind right now?
- Mm-hmm.
14. Who was the last person to text you?
- Keith.
15. Tag 10 people to do this quiz.

1. Bea
2. Atiqa
3. Jeslin
4. Keith
5. Namira
6. Gabriel
7. Tirta
8. Rachel
9. Eng Siang
10. Gina

16. Who is number 2 having relationship with? (Atiqa)
- Haha, with me! But it`s been a long time since we met up! :(
17. Is 3 a female/male? (Jeslin)
- Hurhur, i`m not so sure. Joking. Of course, a female!
18. If 7 and 10 get together, will that be 1 good thing? (Tirta and Gina)
- Yeah, it`d be awesome. They`d rock the world with their voices!
19. What is number 1 studying about? (Bea)
- Urm, she`s studying about me! HAHA (X
20. Is number 4 single? (Keith)
I guess so. LOL.
21. Say something about number 5. (Namira)
- A FANTASTIC hottie, very loveable plus amiable :D
22. What do you think of number 4&6 together? (Keith & Gabriel)
- Oh no you don`t.. Two horny people, what would you expect? :X
23. Describe number 9 (Eng Siang)
- Very good at household chores (HAHA) and would make a very great house-husband. LOL!
24. What will you do if 6&7 fight? (Gabriel & Tirta)
- OMG, that`s pretty scary, but so cool! I`d help Tirta and see Gabriel lose and crying in despair... HAHAHA.
25. Do you like number 8? (Rachel)
- I LOVE HER! :)

anyway, just a few pictures to what i`ve been up to lately. :P
CREDITS TO MY DEAR TIRTA!

it`s been about three weeks now.

2009-04-10T17:52:00.002+08:00

...yeah.

anyway, a BIG HE-LLO to everyone! how`s your Good Friday? hope it has been a great day! :) for me, i simply slept my day through. was really tired as i woke up pretty early to visit my grandfather! sleep doesn`t matter, because... i get to see him (his grave) only like, once a week? yeah, i`ve gotta cherish every single trip to seeing my beloved granddad.

so, we came back home like at around 11am. i got myself laid down on the couch and slept like i`ve never slept before. and guess what!!! he came into my dreams! my grandfather came into my dreams! it was a vague one, i can`t really remember what happened though. but it felt so damn real. it`s like, he came back into life and visited his family members. all of us hugged him so tightly and was sooooooo happy he came back. then, there were reporters who wanted to interview him because it was one of those 'dead who came back to life' kind-of thing.

part of me really wanted it to come true! but Allah loves him more, therefore i hope he`ll be in peace and hopefully, he`d visit me in my dreams again. and i keep telling myself, if i kept crying and moping all day, he wouldn`t be at ease. therefore, i shall try my best to just pray for him instead of crying.

i remembered when i was small, i was a really frank girl. he used to visit my family at our house and on this particular night, i told my grandfather, "tok, bile tok dah takde, nanti nurul tengok gambar tok lepas tu nurul nangis hari-hari." then i remembered him replying, "janganlah nangis bile tok dah pergi. lebih baik nurul doa-doa banyak untuk tok. bile nurul sembahyang, ingatlah tok, doakanlah tok." translated : i asked "tok, when you are no longer here, i will look at your photograph and cry all day." he replied "don`t cry when i leave, instead, pray for me and always remember me in your prayers."

ya Allah, give me guidance.

life without you.

2009-04-05T19:02:00.003+08:00

HEYHELLO!

i`m really sorry for not updating recently, schedule`s been really tight. i feel so stressed out just thinking about the projects. deadlines, it`s making me feel like dying. why must it be now? and my library books are long overdued. i`ve even got a warning letter from the NLB.

anyway, choir trainings are becoming much more hectic especialy now, since we are in the midst of the SYF. i really can`t wait to perform in the SYF, it`s making everyone excited! haha, and oooooh we`ve got new gowns! i can`t wait to receive them and try them on. LOL.

and guess what, for my SYF position, i`m standing in the second row with rachel baybehh! we`re so gonna have lots of fun this SYF! and, tirta and richelle is standing behind us. two crazye people, haha! and i can disturb emily as much as i want as she`s standing right in front of me! HEHEHEHE. :)

oh and to gina, don`t be too discouraged! yeah, i know you felt kinda sad you won`t be able to perform with us this year. but there`s gonna be another one for us in sec four! YEAH! so, don`t give up and keep doing better! WE ALL LOVE YOU! :DDD

alright, i`m gonna skip 3 periods of lesson tomorrow because apparently choir`s going to umm, i forgot where. but yeah, it`s gonna be my first time skipping lessons! hahaha. oh and that reminds me, i have so many homeworks not done! ARGH HOMEWORKS MAKES ME SAD.

haha, okay sorry for this short post. i`m gonna go now, homeworks are reaching out to me. good night! (:

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i look at our photographs
and these tears just won`t stop
but to flow down my cheeks
however hard i fought

kept reminisce about the times
you used to hold me,
guide me through
my darkest days..

oh why,
should you leave me
not now,
it`s just too soon
and i cry,
because i miss you

it`s like you`re gone too soon.

2009-03-29T19:57:00.002+08:00

went to visit my grandfather`s graveyard last night and this morning. we all could sense his presence. while reciting prayers, a few of my family members were able to smell his favourite perfume. oh and last night, at around 11pm, there were flowers scattered on his grave. and the flowers smelt of his perfume! isn`t it queer? well, i guess he`s always there, watching over us although we can`t see him.

but sometimes i can`t help but ponder, "where is he?" and "is he happier?" i need my answers from him, himself. ohhh tok, i really really miss you. all this crying has gotta stop. the thought of you not being here with me just makes me feel even worse.

oh and today, i was browsing through my childhood days photos. and i realized that my grandfather loves carrying me around when i was a baby! aww, i wanna rewind time and go back to the paaaaast! i love you, tok! hope you`re at ease now, free from troubles in this cruel world. although i wish you were here with me, i can`t change the fact that you`re gone. i reaaaaaaaaally miss you.

there`s gonna be sectionals tomorrow! especially for dear ALTOS! it`s gonna be so fun! i love my 2nd family HAHA! they make me feel high, as always. i really really can`t wait for SYF on 23rd April! seriously, i don`t mind the many many trainings as long as it`s with the ALTOS! hahaha. :)

wokay, guess this is all. goodnight everyone! love and treasure your family! (=

life goes on.

2009-03-27T21:00:00.004+08:00

i feel like dying sometimes. argh, i can`t help missing my grandfather, although i don`t show it because i don`t want to dampen others` moods. pretending ain`t healthy, i thought. but i`m fine, i really am. maybe i should really move on...

anyway, thanks to those who care! special thanks to JESSIE SENIOR for creating a lovely cheer-up card for me. LOVE YOU V V V MUCH! and thanks the most to the choir people like rachel, gina, richelle, emily, tirta who kinda cheered me up! and i agree with what tirta say, i actually think that ALTOS are like my 2nd family. i`d die without them. and during the visualization this week, most of us practically cried our hearts out. aww, it`s really sad that some of our seniors are graduating this year and such. TIRTA! will miss you loads!

oh and a million apologies to 2E2 as i didn`t turn up for HEATs. so sorry! thanks shina for finding a replacement. and congrats to the winners! heard our class managed to get first for the girls` relay! you guys rocked man! sad that i didn`t get to go.

finally, yesterday was the SYF audition. man, i was feeling anxious-nervous all the way. jessalyn said my voice was kinda shaky. zheng zhuang said i was super load. rachel said i sounded like a man. HAHA i was really unlucky to have a sore throat at the time of the audition! but i guess it went kinda well? and i passed it! i really am happy i managed to fulfil one of my wishes! i want to make my grandfather proud of me! :) and for those who did not manage to pass, don`t lose hope! maybe it`s only because you guys were too tensed up during the audition and didn`t do as well. yeap, do your best for the retest okay! gina and richelle, i`m behind you all the waaaaaaaay! :D

and after the audition, i was hoping to share my happiness with someone. but many were kinda moody so... well, i was just burning with happiness inside of me. smsed atiqa! hahah at least, someone who knows really well how much i long to get into the SYF. and yes, my very first SYF competition everrrrr. gonna make it my best, aim high! definitely, many more practices coming up! even practices in the mornings and as early as 6.30am!! oooooh, i`ve never really tried singing in the morning. haha, except for in the shower. :P

alright, i`m going off now. might be updating every Fridays? i`m not too sure. just stay tuned! hahaha have a great weekend!

anyhoo, tag replies!

27 Mar 09, 18:10
Racheeel`: LOL. TANRICHELLE! I saw my nameeeeeeeeeeee. yea. aini. your grandfather will watch over and protect you. dont worry too much, smile lots (:

RACHEL! thanks a lot. yeah, i think so too. but oh i miss him so much! thanks for cheering me up and stuffs! you`re loved hunneh! ;D

25 Mar 09, 21:03
Jeslin: NURUL AINI! Tag Tag for you. Lol. Cheer up & Stay strong!(: Althought he left, but he will always be in your heart.

Aww, didn`t know JESLIN SOON was capable of saying these stuffs. but thanks yeah! i guess what you said is true, he`ll always stay in my heart. love you!

25 Mar 09, 19:59
MING: HAYYS!! LINK ME YEHAS THANX!!

urm, sorry ah, but who are you? HAHHA. and what`s your link? please leave it down at my tagboard k? haha.

24 Mar 09, 21:01
NAMIRA(:: heys.. cheer up babe..hope to see eu as happy as usual again! LOVE eu lots!

hahaha, thanks hottie! yeah, i`m always HIGH when i`m with you! hahaha. especially during hmt lessons! LOL cikgu isma!!! hahaha. LOVE YOU MORE! (:

23 Mar 09, 22:47
NADIAH: hey,cheer up :)

OMG, been long since i heard from you! didn`t know you still read my blog. haha. anyway, i lost your link! please leave it down at my taggy! haha anyway thanks yea love you!

23 Mar 09, 21:12
Gabby: Hey, link me. :D

hahah, will link you asap!

22 Mar 09, 21:12
Emily: aww. i almost cried for the post you wrote for yr beloved Grandfather. dun dwell on it too long alrights! yr Grandfather will be blessing you. (:

hah, really? i wrote it from the bottom of my heart. it`s really what i`m feeling.. so yeah. haha. yeap, but i really wanna see him again! :( anyway thanks and ILY!

22 Mar 09, 20:26
ATIQA: Hey.. Let's try to meet up soon ok. (:

hey babeeee, sure!!! but i`m not sure when i`m like, seriously in the mood to go out... haha.

22 Mar 09, 20:01
charmian~!: heyys. smile(: dun be sad...always there

thanks lots!

22 Mar 09, 16:25
Jeslin: Tag! ._.

haha, what`s that face for man! LOL.

22 Mar 09, 11:51
raihan: eh can write poems?

i`ve written two for you alrd! LOLOL.

21 Mar 09, 23:27
♥ RICHELLE: WE'LL LAUGH TILL THERE'S NO TOMORROW ! :D
21 Mar 09, 23:26
♥ RICHELLE: hiqher then th sky .
21 Mar 09, 23:26
♥ RICHELLE: hey , love ! imy alot , yeah ! take care & CHEERUP ! ie bet me and Rachel can make you hiqh .

HAHAH thanks my dear richelle! yeap, thanks a lot! i feel kinda high with you guys around! HAHHAA LOVE YOU LOADS!

21 Mar 09, 19:56
jessie: don be sad my dear gal .. CHEER UP (:

awww jessie thanks! I LOVE YOU LA. thanks for writing that card k! you even composed a song/poem for me! so sweet I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU! <3
i miss you.

if you just realize.

2009-03-21T12:53:00.003+08:00

i want to be repentant.
i want to be a good girl from now onwards.

what i`m doing, everything i`m doing would all be for my beloved grandfather.

HJ SALLEH BIN DAUD, will forever be remembered.
(he`s in the Berita Harian today)

i love tok.

my heart won`t let you go.

2009-03-21T10:26:00.004+08:00

16th March 2009 - 2029pm

that day, was the day that someone important, someone i love most left me... i wish it could all just be a dream. you know, one day i`ll eventually wake up to the dream. actually, it`s more of a nightmare. i just can`t imagine life without you, tok. i miss you so so so bad.

but i can`t keep deluding myself. it`s NOT a dream, i`ve realized. it`s reality, it`s REAL. tok had left me for eternity... never coming back. life would never be the same anymore without you. it feels weird, and just wrong. you`ve been a huge part of me. you were what makes me, me. why must you leave me...

right now, there`d be no one to accompany me to the clinic when i`m unwell..
no one to advise me on what`s right and wrong..
no one to teach me on religious stuffs..

i still remember...
how you used to swallow so many pills at a time..
how fragrant you used to smell every time, even at home..
how cute you looked when you wore the sarban..
how you used to teach me how to ride the bike..
how you used to take care of me when i was unwell..
how much you cared for the plants at our home..
how you used to carry tompok (stray cat)..
how you used to care about me having gastric..
how nice of you to pack food from home for me after school..
how you used to feed me rice with your hand while i was small..
how you used to prepare mattresses and pillows for us when we slept over his house..
how you used to whistle for the wind..
how you used to clean your car till it shines so perfectly..
how you used to buy me ice-creams..
how you used to tell me not to forget my prayers..

there`s just too much memories of you, i just can`t accept what`s happening. it`s really sudden, too sudden. you were really fine when i last met you on saturday. you told me jokes and advices... or maybe you were just pretending to be okay? i hate myself for not being able to notice that you were not that fine...

you know, on that particular monday, after choir, i bought tau huey (soya bean) for you. i was just downstairs when i met my brother, who informed that you were just taken away by the ambulance because you suffered from a heart attack. i panicked. i couldn`t think, was really afraid of losing you so much. i wanted to rush to the hospital to see you, but i had no way to. i had no cash on me to hail a cab. and i don`t know the direction to the hospital.

and at around 8pm, my sis called me up to say...
she said that my tok had a low chance of surviving. i really hoped she was joking. but who would joke like that? i couldn`t help but break down... and hoping for another call to inform me on the situation. i was really, really scared. it`s like, i didn`t know what to do or say but just wait there, by the phone and cry my heart out. it`s really painful and scary.

then, at around 830pm, my mum called me up and said that tok had left me. my heart stopped beating for a moment and i cried so hard. i couldn`t believe her words. i was in extreme despair. i felt close to dying. i prayed so hard for tok.. wishing he would come back. i shouted his name many times. but still, nothing happened. i was scared, really scared. it was as if i`d just lost my life but i`m still living. my hopes, my love, my life... they were all taken away with him... i couldn`t breathe without my tok...

tok is really what keeps me alive. yes, we were very close. he took really good care of me since my parents divorced. he was like my father. i could feel the love that he showered on me. he taught me from a to z. he drove me to and fro to school during primary school. i miss those times.. how i wish i could just turn back time and just not grow up at all. and he won`t leave me and we`d all be happy together as one big happy family.

how are we supposed to celebrate hari raya without you? everyone would feel so empty.. you were the eldest, the most respected in the house. you are what makes us strong. i want you to hold me like you used to, never letting go. i need you really bad...

17th march was the last day i got to hold you, touch you. i kissed you on your forehead and it felt so cold. i was really sad. i see you being carried away... heavy tears rolled down in my life. may Allah let us meet again..

you will always be remembered, tok.
may you rest in peace always. i love you so much.
Allah loves you more after all..
always praying for your best,
cucumu Nurul.

that`s my handsome and dashing grandfather. (:

my compatible grandparents. i love them so much.

i can`t live without you, tok...

that`s him when he was younger... very good-looking. :)

he used to pluck the rambutans from the tree. missing those times.

my tok and me when i was much much younger.

the best holiday ever was when you were here. this was taken at genting. i really wanna turn back time...

i`m running out of time for you.

2009-03-15T22:12:00.007+08:00

hey there! :)

it`s been a fruitful day. yes, fruitful. why? because me and namira managed to interview some really nice people which really helps for our project. initially, we needed someone to record a video of us. yeah, keith and edwin couldn`t make it. and so, kitty and her friend, valeria came along. they were a great help! thanks for coming yeah. :)

basically, we met up at hougang mall and they ate breakfast at KFC. i felt kinda full at that time as i had already eaten breakfast. haha. yeah, so i didn`t order anything. saving money for the rainy days... LOL.

we did a lot of walking at singapore river and boy, were we worn out. seriously, our feets were aching so badly. haha. then, we had nothing much left to do and decided to go to hougang mall to stalk edwin. haha. poor boy, who was repairing his laptop at hg mall. :O

yeah, we parted at around 4.30pm. every one was really tired and drained out. haha. kitty kept saying she wanted to lie on bed and just, sleep. :P

oh and i decided that i might take up photography some day. it`s really awesome i tell you. :)

Mr. Ken Bok. Manager of Seafood at the Pier. A really really friendly man! (:

Danny Leadoux, sailor, one of our favourite interviewers! He loved everything about the Singapore River! Ain`t that awesome?

look at these twins! ain`t they just adorable? and i missed blowing bubbles. :(

namira hottie and hello kitty! :)

amazingly tall buildings. and yes, it`s SINGAPORE.

yay, us three! thanks valeria for taking this photo! (:

and i was so intrigued by this little girl that i kept snapping photos of her..

see what i mean? her cuteness is proven. :)

oh and she had admirers too!

pretty, colourful shophouses located near the pretty fountain! haha.

look at the amazing sky! picturesque. :D

wheeeeee, we love sitting by the SG river!

pose for the camera! :D

and i really like this picture! haha.

alright, this is it. i`ve gotta be going! long day tomorrow! (:

spell trouble for me.

2009-03-14T16:44:00.004+08:00

i see zebra every where. new trend?

HEY! :)

ohh, right now it`s really dark and rainy and cooling. i actually am enjoying it. guess what i`m doing? taking random quizzes on facebook. seriously, my holidays are so boring. and it`s only saturday. no outings arranged, homeworks are calling out my name, projects waiting to be done... ARGH.

and what happened yesterday? oh, i took the choir test, yes, the audition and you know it, i failed. nah, just joking! LOL. the audition was POSTPONED to next week and phew, i felt so relieved. upon hearing that, i thought i was allowed to go to the Supreme Court with the other sec twos. and so i went ahead. but oh dear, i got myself into deep trouble. rachel and gang was caught at the last minute and the choir teachers actually stopped them from going to the court but i`ve already board the bus. geez.

so anyway, we reached the supreme court at around 230pm. it was really fun and all. they did a thorough body check on everybody who entered the building. cool, i felt like some kind of criminal. ha. and we were supposed to get answers for the hand-out they gave us and run all around the building to find the answers. ain`t that cool! anyway, our first show was the Humpty Dumpty court trial thingy. it`s really funny! the characters were damn cute. haha, and i just found out that humpty was actually an egg? HAHA! thought he was just some weird character with a really weird body shape. :P

oh and richelle called me to tell me i was in deep shit. i was kinda, panicking and stuffs but decided that it`s too late for regrets anyway. at the very least, i`d get a scolding from mrs nair? yeah. and it`s not that i`m going there just for the fun of it. it`s for the lifELit project. yeap, i`m gonna focus on the project real seriously to help with my lifeELit grade. did kinda bad for CA1. boohoo.

right, there`s a workshop for choir peeps this coming monday. heh, at least there`s something to spend my time on. rather than just slacking at home, i`d rather go out and learn something meaningful. oh and i can`t wait to see the new choir costume! hope it`ll be really nice! :)

i have a bad throat right now. maggots. why now of all days.

bestie have left me for a week! i`m really missing her. take good care of yourself bestie!!! looking forward to your return. :)

freak out let it go.

2009-03-11T21:23:00.003+08:00

and so this friday determines my future.

gosh, i`m totally kidding. but, really. it`s seriously important to me and right now, i`m keeping my throat healthy so as not to screw up during the test. AHHH! what`s wrong with me. all my life, i`ve never been serious or commited to any of my CCAs. and i`m glad to announce that choir is the only CCA i`m commited to, so far. hehe. :)

nothing much happened in school today except for the fact that we had the lifELit exam and damn, was it hard! there was little time given to complete it. oh no... i have a feeling i`ll be flunking it. sad, but true.

anyway, bestie was really funny this morning! while on our way to the toilet, she insisted on telling me a GRAVE news. i was like, whoa. sounds gravely! LOL. and guess what? the news was that she broke my comb by accident. haha, told her it was okay! it seriously didn`t matter. :) and as sweet as she is, she bought me a replacement! woots, thank you bestie but you didn`t have to! hahaha, i love you!

and during HMT lesson today, cikgu ismail wasn`t feeling too good today. he needed panadol! LOL. anyway, get well soon cikgu! :D

you know, only today did i realize that the march holidays are just next week! wow, ain`t that a tad too fast? but there are homeworks such as 100 over sums for maths which mdm ng claimed to be a secret recipe to success (-___-) and yeah, the projects! yeah, i need to manage my time well and hope i won`t spend my holidays in vain!

do any of you realize that my blogging style has changed recently? yeah. i decided that i should practice writing like this so as to "practise" writing compositions. haha. am i lame or am i lame? :D

alright, i`m thirsty! i need water i need to be ready for friday the thirteenth i need to get in SYF i need a healthy throat i need myself.

2009-03-10T22:42:00.002+08:00

first things first, happy sweet fourteen to the birthday girl, JESLIN!!!
yeah, today marks the birthday of the 'gangster' girl. LOL! (X

anyway, school has been fine. but somehow, i feel like i`m going through the same motions every time. although i kind of enjoy it, it does gets boring too. what am i supposed to do? find some new things to do? hmm..

oh and i`m pretty much still freaking out on the fact that the SYF audition is this friday. and you know what?! those sec twos from choir are all banned from going to the supreme court (LifELit excursion) and are supposed to attend choir. yeah, i actually thought we were all going to the supreme courts and that we could skip the audition on that day! but too bad...

i`ve just realized that i`m really really scared of being lonely. i don`t know why... but it`s just this inevitable feeling deep down in me and however much i try not to feel that way, i just can`t. you know, sometimes you imagine yourself all alone in the world and people closest to you just ignore you and you`re being abandoned from their life. isn`t it scary? i really, really hope that day won`t ever approach me. i`d rather die than face all that. not joking.

geez, i sounded so serious there. oh well, everybody has thoughts and feelings about different things. i`m just writing down how i really feel since this is my online journal and it is where i should really express my thoughts and stuffs.

choir was fun today. we played the ANIMAL FARM game! was expecting to be picked to be a cow but ended up being a DUCK instead. so, QUACK QUACK here, quack quack there! haha. it`s cool. and we had sectionals too and i realized i`m not sure of my notes for a few parts of White Horses and Gao Shan Qing. is that bad? yea.

anyway, thanks a lot to atikah for accompanying me to lunch after school! hehehe. had lunch at QiJi. lol, i can never get tired of that place. and then, she bought her slime and played with it. haha, she`s so cuteeee! :P

i have to sleep now, goodnight!

i think it grew.

you`re everything i ask for.

2009-03-08T00:41:00.001+08:00

still hungry.

met up with her, finally!

2009-03-07T23:05:00.003+08:00

did some shopping at parkway parade with atiqa today. :)
after for so long, finally met up with my favourite girl!
yeah, did a lot of walking around.
realized that i`ve missed out on her so much!

i look awkwardly funnaye. haha (X

i love herrrrr! (:

and we love ice-cream!!! HAHA.

ohh and the weather is hot and cold this few weeks.
it`s kinda annoying, alright.
and bestie didn`t reply my sms!
i`m kinda worried?
really hope she gets well soon! :D

and i`m getting very hungry right now i need something to eat like really really!

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messing with the minds of inspiring teens.

2009-03-07T22:06:00.003+08:00

i love looking at nice things.
it makes me happy.
and so i can`t stop.
and i`m lazy to blog.

thanks for keeping my tagboard alive!
LOLOVE choirrr people and 2e2!